If I get anything wrong please tell me,I'm not trans and I wouldn't know how it feels.
To all of my trans fans you are all beautiful and special and deserve the world! Congrats on finding yourself.
To all my fans really you all deserve everything if I could I would hug all 15k of you you make me feel like my silly little books are actually something worth reading and when I have bad days I come and read all your comments cause they brighten me up so much. I also like to think I had an tiny weeny part in making moxiety known to people in a romantic sense as now there's so many books.
I wish I can do something for my 15k Reads but I'm honestly clueless and gobsmacked I've never had that many reads before and also thank you too all 99 of you who followed me it means a lot.
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When you down I'm always here to help you back up.
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Staring at the mirror felt so wrong, the person who reflected back into Patton's view was never the person he wanted to see. Patton saw Him the person he was born as, flat chested and broad shoulders, but he knew from the inside were she lived.
Curvy hips and thighs, sticking out bum and chest, bright blue eyes that shone but the eyes he saw was dim and sad. Patton had been struck with sadness now a days not even bothering to be "happy pappy," it grew to the point Patton wore baggy clothes which hid his body and often tried to hide his face.
Roman and Logan and Patton's boyfriend Virgil grew worried they thought that Patton may be worried about his weight so they comforted him and even helped him on an "diet." But that didn't cheer Patton up in the slightest as he stared at the mirror they thought he was cringing at stomach but they were wrong so wrong.
Patton sadness couldn't kept in long untill he burst, sobbing and sniffling in Roman's arms as Logan tried to help console him. "What's wrong padre?" He asked worriedly and Patton voiding help but keep sobbing.
"Patton, what's wrong-" Logan had asked but Patton stopped and shouted.
"No, no I'm not okay!"
The two men stared at Patton as he broke down more, "what's wrong, please tell us." Logan said worry laced in his tone and Patton stopped sniffling.
"I.. I hate me.." he points at his chest. "Hate me so so much." Roman nodded hugging Patton close. "Why Patton?" The other snuggled into Roman's chest and sighed shakily.
"I'm not happy with me.. I-I." Roman give him an comforting smile. " I'm not happy being an.. male."
Suddenly it clicked in Roman and Logan and Patton stared starting to shake, Logan was poker face while Roman face fell into complete understanding and support. "Ohh that makes sense now." He hugged Patton with such tightness Patton lost breath. "Oh, I'm so proud of you so so proud." Logan quickly joined the hug finally understanding what was happening and Patton giggled tears still streaming down his face.
"Okay, okay what's your name then?" Patton stopped an thought they hadn't really thought of an name too much as all the names didn't really fit until they gasped as the name came into they head. "Penelope." Penelope stared at Roman and Logan who was smiling in response.
"Such an lovely name for an lovely princess." Roman had exclaimed and she blushed in response. But then panic struck her very core and she felt tears again. She had told Roman and Logan but not her boyfriend.. who only liked guys. Logan quickly wipe away her tears trying calm her down.
"Oh no Virgil! Virgil I-I lose him no I can't." She felt like she was losing her breath and Roman quickly panicked not knowing how to console an panic attack and quickly went to get Virgil.
Virgil was sitting in his room listening to music till Roman came slamming in. "Patton is taking an panic attack!" That was all that was said till he dropped his phone and ran to his boyfriends side who was losing breath and crying. " hey there angel, breath for me yeah."
"In and out." He repeated this till "Patton." Copied soon they were calm again but was looking away from Virgil, but then he ran into Virgil's chest hugging him and the other kissed there forehead. "It's okay bambi im here."
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It's been an couple of days since the panic attack and Penelope was ready to tell Virgil.. we'll show him. Roman was currently picking out clothes and an wig for her she felt so comfortable staring an Fanning at the beautiful clothes.
"Ta da!" Roman whipped out an long chocolate brown cardigan and an little white skirt and long white blouse. She stared with wide eyes and giggled Quickly exiting the room to get changed. She gasped as she stared into the mirror, her body looked curvy and slim just as she wanted, her little butt stick out but in the right way.
Her fingers hidden by the sleeves and had long nice legs and thighs showing. She felt tears in her eyes and then felt something placing placed on her head by Roman to complete the look. It was an cute little bob wig with bangs it suited her and she turned to give Roman an massive hug.
"Go get him princess."
She shook as she knocked on Virgil's door, waiting and shaking like An leaf what would Virgil's reaction be, is she ready to just be friends with Virgil? "Come in." His voice called and she braced herself. She opened the door and walked in to see Virgil gaping.
Virgil felt his face grow Hot as an pretty girl walked in, her face was red and he could see she was shaking, but who is she? "H-hey Virgil.." Virgil gasped.
Patton!
"Patton?" He asked out loud and the girl shook his head. "Can we talk?" After an while Penelope explained about how she wasn't feeling proper in her body by being Patton and how Roman helped her get into Penelope, she watched with wide eyes at Virgil's response as he stared at her. "I'm.. happy that you've discovered yourself." He started and she smiled.
".. I-i guess we can still be friends then?" She asked and Virgil cocked his head. "Friends..? Angel do you want to spilt u-up?" She jumped up grabbing Virgil's cheeks in her soft hands as he started tearing up. "No no no of course not but I thought you only like m-men.."
Virgil smiled softly and lend onto her touch. "I'm bisexual Penelope, I like men and women." Penelope felt herself let out an shaky breath and he couldn't help but smile more. "If you willing."
"Penelope will you be my girlfriend?"
She felt tears in her eyes as Virgil accepted her for who she was and kissed him square on the lips giggling.
