Warnings:hanakai disease, blood and angst.
Drawing was done by me and inspired this fanfic
I stared at you as you smiled, the smile that gave me butterflies in my stomach and my face ablaze.
Your gaze turned to me and your loving smile turned friendly and I felt my stomach drop. Why couldn't I get your loving smile?
Roman sweet loving Roman held you close as you laughed, gave you his love. But he doesn't love you as much as I do.
Does he treat you like royalty like I would. Does he protect you from the horrors And fears of the world like I would.
My stomach clogged and held on my stomach groaning. I didn't want you to worry so I hide away from you and the others.
My room no longer the colour it used to be as it now belonged to the branches and trees that now swung from the roof. I laid on my bed as my back sunk into the flower bed and soft petals. I ran my fingers through the softness of the petals and my tears ran down my face.
"Cough cough." I covered my mouth as sticky petals came flying out. There colour which was stained of blood reminded me of you. I smiled at the bittersweetness of my illness I have because of you my darling.
No I wasn't scared, you can say I'm used to the endless petals that cascaded down my cheeks and pass through my fingers like sand, I welcomed it as the petals are you my love, you as innocent as an petal and me as corrupted and evil as the blood that stained my fingers.
I closed my eyes as an picture of your smiling face emerged as I smiled. All I need was you and your love.
My mouth opened as my raspy voice called out
"Love me more darling."
