Ive lost my phone. I swear i had it on me a minute ago but as i pat my jean pocket, its not there. I panic. I need a lift home and it has to be Anna. I need my phone.
A wave of nausea passes over me and i feel like throwing up. Theres an alley way to my right. I take a right and walk into it. Theres a black bin and i feel guilty as i throw up all over it..and on myself.
I slide down the dirty wall, not caring that my clothes are filthy and that i stink.
I want to die.
This baby will kill me i swear. Just as the thought crosses my mind, a terrible searing pain swirls in my stomach. I feel a scream building up in my throat, my vision blurred. Im crawling on my hands and knees, not knowing what on earth is happening, panting, breathing heavily.
"My Poor fucking vagina," i sceam, and then chuckle, then grimace.
I hear something. A voice? Im screaming, crying, sobbing. Clawing at my stomach. Feeling the baby move inside of me. I feel blood. See it. I throw up again, throwing up nothing.
"MAMA. MAMA." I hear. Lana? Is that lana? I see her in her pram. I try to reach over.
Someones yelling name. My brain hurts. My body hurts. I have no love for this baby that causes me such pain.
"Hey shhh.." Nova? I cant see. Its dark.
Am i dead?
Please be dead.
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My broken life
FantasyNova a girl who will soon get her powers Noah a boy who is an omega They both have struggles Is there chemistry there that no one can see Will there be a connection Or will it all fall down Authors note I do not take any credit in the drawings...
