Hurting [Y/NxBTS]

Chapter Sixteen: A fool with a Note

Since my class ended early before everyone else, I waited for Tae at the gate.

The breeze was fresh as it brushed past me. Entirely, the mood of today complimented the weather. Students walked past me looking ambitious and excited to return home. Some waited for their friends before heading out together, and others just left. The sunlight skimmed across the pavement and the green grass it's like filling the mood of those around.

From the corner of my eye, I saw my brother heading home with Jungkook. I waved over at him, but he didn't see me. Oh well, I shrug. Why was Tae taking so long?

Once the majority of students were gone, I had a bad feeling he'd already left as well. Keeping my hopes up, I decided to stay. Every few minutes a student would walk past. The car park close by was practically empty, and I was losing hope.

From before, everything was dull. The sunlight was coated, by a huddle of clouds marching in sync, making their new territory over this town. Honestly, I felt played. Who knew being kind would end you in a heartbreak? Cause, I didn't. I forced out a laugh, what a fool. I tear fell down my cold glass cheeks. I wipe them instantly. I sighed, so much for partners. What a jerk, I mumbled to myself.

I left him with a note beside the gate I hope he sees it. With that, I made my way home, alone.

I pulled the handle on my front door and ran upstairs without greeting anyone. Honestly, I needed to sleep. I wish I could sleep forever. Floating apprehensively through my dreams and feeling nothing but sweet joy. True happiness. Not a single pain or hurt.

But, the flashing of my phone just had to wake me up. Sluggish, I arose from my slumber and looked at my phone. Hoseok, I swiped answer.

Hobi-

Yana, I missed you

Me too a lot has happened, I need you-

You're strong Yana

I don't feel like it.

I'd know, I'm your boyfriend.

I smiled, you are-

Hows school?

Booorrrinnngg

He laughed, predictable.

Hows London?

Urrgh, loud.

Surprising, is it? I smiled.

Ye, very.

We talked on for hours, the time faded by so quickly I almost forgot about everything. I needed sleep, but I wanted to talk to Hobi more. He was thousands of miles away, but he felt so close as if he was beside me. I longed for the moment to last for eternity, but it didn't.

We exchanged our goodbyes, and suddenly, he was thousands of miles away, again. I flopped on the bed, still remembering everything talked. He seemed happy I was glad that he was. More importantly, he believed I was 'happy' as well. The truth hurts, so I lied.

Morning soon came, I in my mind I was set on ditching school.

"It's a waste of time," I said.

"You're going to school, either way, Yana," My brother argued.

"You can't make me," I sat on the bed scrunching my face.

"Yana, stop being a child, let's go!"

"No!"

"Yana-"

"-Jimin."

He sighed, "Why don't you want to go to school?"

"Why is it your problem?"

"I'm your brother."

"Unfortunately."

"Tooshay," he smiled.

I smiled with him, but quickly got a hold of myself.

"Come on Yana," He nagged.

"Noo!"

"You're an idiot, and I hate you."

"We must be related cause, same."

We both laughed.

"Fine, you're staying home at least do your assignment."

"How do you know I have an assignment."

"Erm, I'm jimin."

"True," I shrugged, "Fine I'll do my assignment."

"Good, I better see some work when I get home, ok?"

I rolled my eyes, "Ok."

Just as he left he gave me a grin, "I'm telling mom you ditched, have fun!"

My mouth dropped, I was doomed.

Quickly, I chased after Jimin pleading to him not tell mom, but he insisted. I honestly hate that fat snitch.

Staying home was like waiting for death to arrive at my door, knocking. I had to go to school, now.

Hastily, I went upstairs, showered and dressed all in the space of 30 minutes. Grabbing my bag, I sped downstairs and ran all the way to school. Being late was better than being home when mom comes.

Yay, detention.

I never thought I'd say that, but I'm happy. Either death or detention, I pick the latter in the situation.

The school was grim. A demon, hell-bent on sucking the joy out of anything that enters, including me. The whole day I awaited detention as if it was a death sentence. Lesson after lesson, I lost a part of myself.

The entirety of English, I didn't speak a word to anyone, not even the teacher. Unfortunately for me, I got sent out which kind of, my day because I was previously sitting next to Mr Kim. He tried to apologise and explain, but I refused to believe anything that left his mouth. He was a liar, and that's all I needed to know.

Last period was my court centile, to plead not guilty, but I failed. At 3 pm, it was time for me to go on trial. Goodbye world.

Awkwardly, I entered the detention room and sat myself down at the back. I didn't know what to do, so I just sat there. Wait a minute, why is it only me in detention today? Weird.