She thought she had escaped her past, only to have it sneak up and slap her in the face. Everything she knows changes in the blink of an eye. But could it be the best thing for her?
Two whole months since I had officially became the girlfriend of EST leader Colson Baker aka Machine Gun Kelly, and I was so happy. Every doubt and worry I had about him and the situation had quickly faded with every passing day. He was charming, caring, hilarious, and very loving. So different from anything I ever remembered him being. He wasn't lying when he said he had changed.
In the time we had been spending together, he opened up to me about a lot of things. His struggles of not really knowing his parents and the bond he had with Rick. How the men he kept close were more than just protection to him, they were his brothers and he loved them like family. How he had struggled with drugs, namely being addicted to heroin, after being casted out from JOS. Rick and the guys helped him get clean and he was forever grateful, even though it was struggle for him sometimes, he strictly stuck to marijuana. He also opened up about his daughter, showing me pictures of the beautiful curly haired girl. Her name was Cassie and she was the moon to his stars. He had been involved with her mother while he was young and being the permiscous teenager he was, he ended up getting her pregnant but he took care of his responsibilities. He made sure Cassie was always protected and gave her the best of everything. He hadn't had a committed relationship since Cassie was two because the girl he had been with turned out to be a spy and it turned him against all relationships unless it was a hit it and quit it.
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He took the time to get to know the person I had become after Jimmy left me. He related to my struggles and seemed to admire how I did it all on my own. He was shocked when I told him I still kept in contact with my parents but they only came out to Cleveland near Thanksgiving. He had asked if Jimmy ever contacted my parents or my brother, and I told him they never said if he had or not. He wanted to know everything about me. What made me mad, sad, and triggered. My music taste, my go to ice cream when I was on my period, my guilty pleasure when it came to take out. Hell he even wanted to know my favorite perfume. No other man had took the time to get to know me that way, not even Jimmy. I was so smitten I didn't know which way was up when I was with him. We hadn't had sex or done anything other then heated make out sessions. But I knew the attraction was there and the more time we spent alone, the harder it got to control the urges.
I was currently standing in line at the courthouse, documents in my hands as I waited to get up to the clerk to pass them over to be filed. I had just finished a case that I sadly lost due to new evidence being presented that my client failed to tell me about. This resulting in him getting 1 year in prison, and me having one killer attitude and headache. I was growing more and more impatient as the line seemed to last forever, and the heels I were wearing had my feet throbbing. Sighing I suddenly stepped out of them, smiling slightly as my feet rested flat on the cool floor beneath me. Glancing at my watch I groaned as it read 4:45 pm, meaning the clerks office would be closing in 15 minutes and it didn't look like I was going to be able to file my documents. Finally accepting defeat, I bent down taking the heels into my hand before turning to make my way down the hall. I had been in the courthouse since 10 am and I wanted nothing more than to make it back to my hotel, take a hot bath and just forget today ever happened.
