Your Forever // Justin Hills

Chapter 5

lol this took forever to update buuuut thats just cause i decided to be un-lame and write a long chapter like a normal person.. writer.. whatever. parts in this chapter might be like sad or you might relate to them but thats the point, haha i want to be like able to relate to this but i havent so far so..... im going to attempt to relate to iris ^.^ and the pic of justin on the side has nothing to do with the story (or does it) but omg he is hot asf <3 so thats why its there. aaaaaand if you havent figured it out on your own when i put ~~~~~ it means flashback... mmkay thats all haha read on<3

..iris's pov..

i look at my clock 11:26 flashes on the small screen. i sigh and pick up my phone, no new notifications on my phone surpriiise people still dont want to talk to you i get up and walk to my bathroom ew i grab my brush and flatiron and do my hair i need music i walk back to my nightstand and my phone lights up

storyy tiime please ! -tiffany

ugh, ill just text her later i go to my music library, blast my sws tpr ptv playlist and begin doing my makeup

fine, you wont reply to tiffany so we're coming over -adrienne

ugh. i walk down stairs where tf are my parents i look at the counter

iris - dads at work till 9 and I'm going to the movies with my work friend.. ill be home around 9 as well xoxo

'work friend'... my mom has been doing a lot of stuff with her ''work friend' lately i wonder if dad knows about it.. whatever, i cant let myself think about this, i cant... go back to how i was

~~~~~

i throw my phone across the room and it hits the wall, crashing to the floor. i get up from my bed and walk to the bathroom, my vision clouded with tears. i pull open my drawer and push everything around searching for the one thing i can control, the one thing that helps me.. my blade.. i wipe the tears that're running down my face and find it, the small item that has such a big impact on my life.. the blade glides across my skin, leaving behind trails of crimson blood. i smile and breathe a sigh of relief. i know it wont last forever but this moment of peace is what i craved. i continue, dragging it across my skin over and over, blood drips from my wrist and hits the floor. congratulations iris, you have successfully created 100 new scars to hide. the feeling of peace is almost instantly replaced by the regret, the constant worry, and the fear. i lean against the wall and slide to the floor, my head in-between my knees, the tears continuing to flow.

~~~~~

adrienne and tiffany pound on the door and i answer it they glare and push past me

"good-morning to you too" i say sarcastically, they sit on the bar stools

"i think its time that you tell us what the fvck happened last night" they both say and motion for me to come join them. i sit on the bar-stool between them

"nothing worth talking about" i lie

"really" tiffany says "than whatre these" she pokes at the hickeys on my neck and i laugh

"fine, do you want water" i stand and walk to the fridge

"yessss please" adrienne says

"im good" tiffany replies

"mmkay so" i pour adriennes water and set it infront of her leaning on the counter facing them "you were right" i laugh

"ooooh, did you know him" tiffany says

"eh, not really. he was just someone from the concert" i lie.. again

"aaand what was his name ?" adrienne pushes