Your Forever // Justin Hills

Chapter 11

a/n ~ Happy 2015! i hope you guys had a great new years cx 

i look at the screen. answer. decline. the baby.. robbie.. i take in a breath and hit decline.

"i have to go" i say and walk to robbie, he's standing in the bathroom doorway, clothes back on his perfect body

"okay" he kisses me "call me later okay?" he slips a piece of paper in my pocket and i kiss his cheek.

all the lights are off at my house. more late nights.. i sigh and go inside, checking the rooms to make sure no one is home

I JUST LISTENED TO SLEEPING WITH SIRENS NEW SONG (WE LIKE IT LOUD) AND I CANT FUCKING BREATHE! THEY'RE SO PERFECT I CANT DEAL WITH IT. sorry.. lets continue with the story..

i sit on one of the booths and rest my head in my hands.. why is everything so fucked up... i pick up my phone and dial justins number, keeping secrets doesnt help anything.. if anything its making it all worse

"Iris?" he answers

"can you come over.." my voice cracks, threatening tears

"ill be there in 10 minutes okay?" he sounds worried "i love you.." i hang up and put return my head to my hands 10 minutes.. 10 minutes and everything might tumble like a house of cards.

i hear the door open and justins voice fill the house "iris??" he walks up to me and sits at the bench beside me, and put his hand on mine.. "do you wanna talk?" i lift my head up and look at him, tears still spilling from my eyes

"if i say what i need to say i know youll change your mind about loving me" i shut my eyes and i feel his arms wrap around me

"love doesnt dissapear.. i could never stop loving you no matter what you do or how much i try. you dont have to say it if you dont want to but i promise you i wont leave" he kisses my forehead and i look into his sad green eyes

"last night.. i went to a party and i drank and smoked a little and" i stop and think about what im gonna say "i slept with someone and i shouldnt have.. not only cause i love you but because im pregnant" he stands up and looks at the floor

"you drank" he looks up at me, anger blurring his eyes "when you know youre pregnant" i open my mouth to speak but change my mind and shut it once more "why didnt you tell me. i knew there was something wrong last time we spoke and you kept quiet"

"i was angry.. you chea-" i stop myself, knowing i have no right to bring that up. he shakes his head and steps closer to me

"when did you sleep with him?" i sense the hurt in his voice

"this morning.." i look past him, not wanting to see his face

"so you were sober" he laughs "or atleast sober enough to know"

"im sorry" i mutter

"im not going to let myself get mad about the cheating cause god knows i deserve it but why the fuck would you not tell me youre pregnant with my baby and why would you risk losing it just to get your mind of things?!" he stares at me, forcing me to look at him

"i dont want it" i whisper

"what?"

"i. dont. want. the fucking baby!" i scream letting the tears stream down my face. justin looks at me, no emotion on his stone cold face

"its not your decision" he says through his teeth "its ours" 

a/n

this chapter is short but eventful. im gonna update again tonight probably cx

since AP is having a sale for $1 a magazine till jan 5th i bought 4 lol 

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omg i almost forgot. if you havent already you should go on Kellins instagram cause he posted a shirtless selfie.... hes perf