Your Forever // Justin Hills

Chapter 9

...iris's pov...
Justin kisses me one last time as he buttons up his pants.
"We have one last show and then I'll be back okay? I can't wait to see your beautiful face again"
"I can't wait" I smile and wrap my arms around his neck, kissing him deeply before he goes.
"I love you iris" he walks to my bedroom door and I smile
"I love you more than words baby"

*3 days later*
"Fuck!!!" I scream and throw the small white stick across the room, hoping that if I throw it hard enough the sign will change
I bend over the toilet once more, emptying out the contents of my stomach
"I can't do this" I whisper.

Justin played his last show for the tour and texted me an hour ago saying he's talking to Lindsey today. I can't fucking take this. I shouldn't of slept with him again! I'm so stupid. The time we slept together in the tour bus there was no protection but we were careful and I know I didn't get pregnant.. But these last 2 times... shit shit shit

We were to wrapped up in the moment we didn't even think to use protection. What the fuck is wrong with us?! I can't believe this is happening. I'm 19! What is he gonna say..
What if I just don't tell him? I know pregnancy is impossible to hide but I'm only a little while a long and I won't show for awhile.. But when I do, then what? Could I get an abortion? I think the guilt would eat me alive. I can't tell him. I just can't
I throw up once more and pick up the test from the floor, flushing it down the toilet and walking down to the kitchen. my mom and dad sit at the island.
"Hey darling" my mom smiles and looks up from her coffee "you okay? You look flushed" she stands and walks towards me, setting her hand on my forehead.
"I'm fine mom, don't worry" I flash a fake smile and she removes her hand "I think I may just have a cold" I walk to the counter and grab an apple so they don't worry.
"Are you guys gonna be home today?" I look at my parents and they look at each other
"I have work and a quick doctors appointment so I'll be home around 5, depending on traffic of course" my dad sighs and continues to read the paper
"I have a day off today but I'll be out running errands" my mom hides a smile
"okay, bye" I roll my eyes and walk up to my room
My parents are such liars, I know my dad isn't lying but there's something he's hiding and my mom is cheating on my dad.. But with who? Only girls work with her and she claims it to be a work friend. she's either lying or a lesbian, she needs to talk to my dad. But I can't stress about that.. I have enough on my mind, and in my stomach.
Justin will be here tomorrow.. I'll tell him then

...Justin's pov...
After packing up our last set and finally making my way back home to Dallas it's time to talk to Lindsey..
I walk up the steps and ring the doorbell, what's gonna happen after this? I thought we were gonna spend out lives together here in Dallas but now the one I love is hundreds of miles away in California.
Suddenly the door swings open and Lindsey jumps into my arms, her sweet familiar smell filling my lungs
"Hey baby" she whispers "come in, I want to give you your welcome home present" she pulls me inside, shutting the door behind us.
"I need to talk to you lin-" I'm cut off by her lips crashing against mine
"Tell me after, I've been waiting months for this" she wraps her fingers in my hair as her other hand locks the door.
(La de da de da you can guess what's happening)
only our heavy breathing filling the air. What did I just do...
Lindsey kisses me and runs her fingers through my hair "I love you baby" she looks at me and smile.
I squeeze my eyes shut and sit up "I can't" I say as I slip my boxers back on "I fucked up"
"Babe what're you talking about?" Her eyes fill with panick "are you okay?"
"I'm great!" I yell "I'm in love and I fucked it up!" I pull my shirt back on and button up my pants
"Babe you don't do anything wrong, that was perfect" she laughs
"I don't love you lindsey, that's why I fucking came here! I came here to break up with you because I love someone else!! And then i- and then we just did this" she looks down and shuts her eyes
"I still love you..." She cries and I make my way to the door
"I can't.. We're over lindsey. forget me" I walk out of her house, slamming the door behind me.
I get into my car and drive to my apartment, throwing all of my belongings into a suitcase and leaving a note for the management, it was a shit place anyway and I wouldn't be the first person to do this to them. I throw the bag into the backseat. the gas tank is full and the trip to California will take a few days but I need the drive, it will clear my head. My phone rings and I know by the tone that it's iris.
"Hey love" I answer
"Hey! How'd it go?" She sounds a but worried but she has every right to be.. I just slept with Lindsey when I was supposed to be dumping her
"I'm driving back to San Diego now, I'll see you in a few okay?" I hang up the phone and throw it in the passenger seat

...iris's pov...
"I'm driving back to San Diego now, I'll see you in a few okay?" Justin hangs up as I try to answer. Driving back? Why didn't he tell me how it went? Is he okay? A billion questions race through my head and I make my way down my stairs. I've been doing research on baby stuff all day and I still haven't made up my mind on what to do, but the sound of Justin's voice scared me.. what had he done?

ah, im gonna update like everyday or every other day now to make it up to you guys.

ignore my very very awkward awkwardness it the sex scene(s).

i want to keep writing this chapter since its so short but i cant think of anything so here ya go c:

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