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i watched her have a look of shock across her face. she got up and moved to jay.

with all of my anger out of my system, i now feel more calm. but all that anger comes back once i see the next person.

i won't even state her name. i refuse to ever speak of her. i'm not even going to call IT a her. that living thing of hairspray is a monster. my bully, supporting me? honestly, it was funny.

i put aside my anger. after all, what if she's changed? my 'best friend' sure as hell did.

"hey!" i say with a smile.

"whatever," it ignores my greeting. she hands me several things to sign.

as i'm signing it, she refused to talk to me.

"where are you fr-"

"you know," it interrupts, "you remind me an awful lot of this one girl i used to know. she was a whole lot uglier than you though."

i sat there in shock. "what do you mean?" i gulp.

"i just graduated high school, but when i was there, there was this annoying bitch who tried getting with every guy during highschool," i thought i was lesbian back then? she continued after a moment of silence, "she was ugly, fat, and looked like a man." she had no remorse.

oh. my. fucking. gosh. i'm going to strangle her.

i kept in my anger. we took a photo and she moved on, flirting with jay. i was jealous, but he thankfully ignored her flirtatious statements.

i looked down the row of fans to make sure i'd have no more unpleasant surprises, which thankfully i didn't.

after another hour, we finished. i went to the room behind the curtains, ignoring jay's comments.

"why would you say that to a fan?!"
"what was going through your mind!"
"you better hope other people don't find out about that!"

after a few of his comments, i just say "they're from highschool." then i just sit down on the couch and take a nap.

after i wake up, we all visit different panels. we had a lot of fun trying the different games. i definitely can't wait to attend more of these in the future.

after about 6 more hours messing around and playing video games, the huge building closed since the event was now over. we called a couple ubers and we headed home.

i sat next to jay. it was late and we were all tired. i rested my head on jay's shoulder, falling asleep on the way home.

i wake up to jay lightly shaking me. we all get out and into our house.

she was ugly, fat, and looked like a man

those words angered me. she's never been told anything like that before, so she doesn't know what it's like to hear those words. i wanted to scream them in her face.

that's when i got an inspiration.

i took off my face paint and makeup and ran to the computer in my room.

i transferred videos from the whole trip, even ones of jay and i shopping together, and all of us smoking weed and laughing our asses off. those were fun times...

i edit a video that's 7 minutes long. i put a nice, tumblr song in the background. i didn't care if my face was in it. these show how happy i am with my friends, and most importantly, jay.

i title the video "gaybabygang.jpg" to give it a cool vibe. i check my youtube account. i hit 10 million! i go to my description. i type the words thank you for 10 million 🖤 in the description, nothing else other than links to my friends' channels.

i post it, falling asleep right after.

authors note:
TYSM FOR 120+ READS AHHHHHHH  I LOVE YALL SM💘💛💜🖤💝💞💙💛❤️💞💛💓🖤🧡💖💖💓💛💚💛🧡💜💜💝💛🧡❤️💛🧡💓🧡💛💜🖤💔 also if you dislike something in the story, or if there's a mistake, tell me if you want :)))

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