My Writer My Lover

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Tinulak siya ng kanyang ina sa may kama ang she started finding something on her closet, dumudugo pa rin ang kamay nito pero parang wala itong paki

''ma let's fix your hand first huh,'' wika niya sa ina pero hindi ito nagsalita

Tinuloy lang nito ang paghahanap sa kung ano man na hindi niya alam

''ma'' wika niya

She started making circles with her thumb again

''tell me everything you know cleo'' wika nito

Umupo ito sa harap niya with a first aid kit in her hand and tears on her eyes

She promised not to make her mom cry again pero umiiyak na ito sa harap niya ngayon

''ma'' wika niya rito and tears are starting to form on her eyes as well

''tell me everything anak, please I don't want to think na may ginawang kagaguhan ang mga kapatid mo pero I don't want to see you getting hurt too'' wika nito at hinawakan nito ang kamay niya

''ma,you believe me naman po di ba?'' hindi na niya napigilan ang pagluha niya

her mom nodded

bumuntong hininga siya

she handed her a flash drive

She just nod and then she took the first aid kita to fix her mom's wounds

It was Wednesday that time she was writing for the magazine and her new story

She''s still waiting for grey's reply pero wala pa rin siyang narereceive kaya nagpapakabusy siya sa mga sinusulat niya ngayon

She went down after a few hours dahil nagugutom na siya

She's about to enter their kitchen when she heard their telephone rang

She answered it dahil mukhang walang tao sa bahay nila

''hello'' wika niya

Hindi nagsalita ang nasa kabilang linya pero humihikbi ito

A few seconds passed and she's about to dropped the call baka prank lang iyon

When someone spoke

''jassmine'' wika nito

nabatubalani siya

akala niya hindi na ito magpaparamdam after ng nangyari sa condo nilang dalawa

At halos manginig siya sa galit

She wasn't supposed to be mad at her

Dapat inaalala niya ang kaibigan

Kung kaibigan ba talaga ang naging turing nito sa kanya

Sa totoo lang boyfriend nito ang may gawa sa kanya ng pangyayari pero knowing na hindi man ito nagpakita sa kanya nong nasa ospital siya dun niya naisip na baka may kinalaman ito

Again she's about to dropped the call pero muli itong nagsalita

''jass I know you're mad at me but please let me explain everything'' wika nito sa nagmamakaawang tono

''you don't have to wala ka namang kasalanan di ba? o wala ka nga bang kasalanan talaga?'' may halo na ng panguuyam ang boses niya

''jass just hear me out please i-i------I know you're mad and you have the right to get mad, but please i'm begging you hear me out h—hi---hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko'' wika nito bago muling humagulgol