Forgotten Love

CHAPTER 26: HALF OF MY HEART

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Ever since Abdullah walked out of the house it became awfully Quiet like a nest of monasteries. I didn't move from my position Since he walked out on us. Mama tried to console me but at this moment all i wanted was to just be alone.

I regretted saying thoes words. I became Taciturn without myself realizing.

Truth be told, I like him. And somehow I feel like there is a part of me that loved him but. I am just eighteen. Or as I thought and the idea of marriage never seemed to cross my mind. Maybe it was because my step mother always reminded me that I would be the last to get married in the family and i always had that stuck in my head, But me and Abdullah a union?

"His phone is still off." Yahya commented after almost thirty minutes of silence. "He is just in agony he will cool off." Khalifa replied he arrived Ten minutes after Abdullah took off.

Yahya explained the situation to him and he too didn't say much. I greeted him and I noticed how he had changed from the last time Abdullah showed me a picture of him. Apparently that was six years ago.

"I just hope he is alright. " Mama added. As UmmAbba patted my back. She was mute but from the way she looked and cared for me. Even though i couldn't remember who she was i instantly knew she was a lovable person.

Mama also tried her best to cheer me up or atleast make me smile but all was in vain. the only time i felt my lips moved just an inch was when i saw Nana. And even that inch of a smile evaporated when Nana asked me where daddy was.

"I think it's time to get you back to the hospital. Nana would have to spend the night here since Abdullah isn't around, I would get Hauwa to stay here aswell untill we get hold of Abdullah's whereabouts." Yahya added checking for his car keys in his pockets.

The night went off with my regular night routine. My drugs were given at 6pm I prayed at 7pm. Ate my meal at 8pm and before 9pm I was already dozing off. And even when my eyes closed shut there was no word from Abdullah. The next day too. People came in and left each one trying to make me remember somthing from the past but still nothing. The night time came again and before you know it, it was Sunday.

There was a sharp voice which made me snap back to reality, I opened my eyes and saw Mama with her phone on her ear, And on the other side of the room was Aisha seating on the white sofa her face harden as well.

I waited listening to Mama as she spoke. "Okay. What ever happens please let me know."

She dropped the phone mumbling to herself

"innalilahi wainnailahi rajurun." My heart skipped a beat is Abdullah dead.

"Umma." I called my voice sounded husky but I cleared my throat before adding. "What happened?." I was really worried because one things for sure I was guilty I just feel like what ever happens to Abdullah is all my fault.

"Don't worry your self." Umma tried to form a smile and from the way her brows were still twisted i knew something was wrong. I turned to Aisha who looked back at me with sad eyes. "Did something happen to Abdullah?." Aisha looked at Mama then back at me. "He is well." She managed to smile.

I sat up from my sleeping position my legs hanging from it. "Umma please tell me." She sighed. "No one knows where he is. We are all searching for him aswell." I let out a shaky breath that I didnt know I was holding.

I face palmed herself mumbling to myself aswell. "This was all my fault." Aisha was already by my side seating beside me,patting my shoulders. "Its not. Don't beat your self. What ever happens in this life is qadr."