Dear Stan Marsh

Entry 14- Dec 16, 2018

Entry 14- Dec 16, 2018

Dear friend,

I forgot to tell you guys why my roommate never showed up a few days ago. Apparently they weren't ready to come yet, only because of something about paperwork. I don't know exactly all of the details, but that's all I know.

He's here though. Disheveled blonde hair, blue-green eyes, and constantly jittering about. Screaming. His name is Tweek Tweak. His boyfriend is Craig Tucker. Craig left Tweek a little over an hour ago and Tweek can't stop crying. I had to step out of the room because...the way he was crying made me feel uncomfortable. Craig left Tweek with a loving kiss on the lips, forehead, and chin. It reminded me of when Kyle found me in the bathroom that night.Unable to stop crying.

I just don't know what to do. I need to tell Kyle and everyone what happened. I know a little of what happened. I'm really starting to put the pieces together. I could never ever wish for this to happen to anyone.

I was supposed to have a visitor today but I sent him away. Pete. Apparently he wanted to see me because he heard I was here, but just the thought of him seeing me alone made antsy. I can't and I won't see anyone that makes me feel such a way.

A nurse walked in a little bit ago after they said Pete left, she said that Michael wanted to know if he could see me too. I told them no. Only if its Kyle or my mom.

I wish my sister would at least visit me once. She can be a bitch, but I really could use her right now at this time. She can be a good sister. She really can. When I was crying one night in my room because our parents were arguing about the financial burden of me being in a hospital, she came to me and made me feel better. She told me everything would be okay.Shelly can be another person if she wants to be. Maybe someday I can do the same for her. Be there for her if she ever needs me.

With Love,

Stan Marsh