Entry 5- Nov 23, 2018
Dear friend,
I got home late last night and was so busy with my appointments that I never had time to write an entry. Thanksgiving wasn't too bad until my dad broke out the booze. Mom got super pissed and told him to put it back.
I felt awkward though. My family was treating me differently, not Shelly. Dad kept asking me things by beating around the bush, and mom just played with her food while asking me how things were going. I had barely finished my plate and then I ended up just putting plastic wrap over it, put it in the fridge, and just went to my room.
I had fallen asleep for just a bit until my mom woke me up because she said Kyle had came over. Kyle and I hung out for a while. He brought me his mom's homemade rhubarb pie, which I actually like. We ate it together and watched football then Charlie Brown Thanksgiving. I ended up falling asleep on the bed with him beside me. When I woke up, he was still there. It was a relief.
It sucked when I had to go to the psychiatric hospital. I didn't want to go back.I knew I'd see Kyle and my family again for Christmas, but it was still upsetting.
I'm sitting on my bed with my headphones on, jamming out to music. Tonight its the song All Time Low by Jon Bellion. It's nice to listen to with it all the way up. The bass is kind of distracting. Tomorrow is Saturday so maybe I can just sleep until lunch time or dinner. Maybe I'll get Kyle to come. I made sure my mom put him and the other boys on a visiting list.
We'll see if it works.
With love,
Stanley Marsh
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Fiksi PenggemarArt by: Burquillos (via tumblr) Edited to become cover by me. Stan Marsh is 19 years old and suffering from depression and self-harm. He has been for a few years now, and it's become too much. Thanks to those around him, he's on the road to recovery...