Not Safe Anymore

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Now the night is coming to an end

Nights of no sleep. Nights of horror filled dreams.

The sun will rise

I go to school. My friends are there. Happy. Smiling. But not me.

And we will try again

I wake up every day just to fight the same demons I have already conquered in the past.

Stay alive, stay alive, for me

But they've taken their place in my head back

You will die but now your life is free

I was on the verge of harming myself again. I had the urge to grab that blade. To scratch until I bleed

Take pride in what is sure to die

But I can't do it. I won't go back there. I can't go back. Not again.

I will fear the night again

Crying silently as my family sleep peacefully

I hope I'm not my only friend

I know I have people who love me. But I feel alone and empty

Stay alive, stay alive, for me

I'll remain living on the outside. But, my friends, I can't promise if I'll stay alive on the inside

You will die but now your life is free

I'll keep hanging on. Don't worry about me

Take pride in what is sure
To
Die

I'll keep fighting all day

( I'll update soon. )
Song : Truce by Twenty One Pilots

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