Tongue-Biter

A/N This is it guys

Hello, everyone

It hurts me severely to tell you this but I have to

I'm leaving Wattpad

Meaning I can't post anymore

My family doesn't know about it so I can't download it on my new phone ( I'm using my old one to upload this )

My mental health has been getting really bad again over the past two or three days

I can't fight the fact that I am hallucinating

I have had several thoughts about hurting myself again and contemplated suicide a few times as well

I am planning on telling my family I need help soon

I don't know when but I have to tell them

I started a journal tonight about my mental health and my everything

I have also been having an insane amount of nightmares about me and/or my family being murdered by the things I hallucinate about

And if you're wondering, my hallucinations aren't like people. They're kind of like people but they're monsters

They tell me that if I try to get help, they'll kill me or they'll kill my family and I'll be alone

The couple times I got help, like I talked to someone, they told me that if I said too much then I'd end up forgotten in a mental hospital and I'd be alone

I'd be abandoned by everyone

They also say if I try to get help that they'll make me hurt myself again like I used to do

I created these voices in my brain when I was alone because I was scared

Then they turned into monsters and the things that took the fear now brought it back

Now I would give anything to make them go away

When I do something they don't like, they stop talking

They know I hate silence because silence means I'm alone

They do it all the time when I try talking about them

I am really sorry about this

About leaving you all

Maybe I'll be back someday

But for now

This is goodbye

Goodbye Wattpad, sincerely Logan Leigh