Why is it that liking someone feels so right, yet at the same time, you feel like it won't last? Or when you do like them and later go out with them feel like it'll last, but it doesn't turn out to be so? People always say, "You'll know when he(she) is the one,", but how will you know what to look for if you haven't dated around? I know it's a lot of questions, but I'm just putting it out there. Just because you date around and have had so many boyfriends doesn't mean your a slut or a whore. My parents have made the effort in telling me that if I continue dating people at the rate that I'm going, people will think that I am a player or some kind of a bitch.
As I have stated before, I tend to be both dominate and submissive when it comes to relationships, henceforth why I'm usually the person asking out guys rather than vice-versa, well that and for the fact that nowadays guys tend to hold back from asking people due to the possibility of being rejected.
Have you ever passed by your crush and just seeing them made your day a dash better? That's how I feel every time I see Joseph. Today he wasn't on the bus for the afternoon and I don't blame him. Yesterday he felt sick and so he is going to stay at home and miss his final. I hate seeing someone I care about feeling sick or out of the ordinary. I care for all of my friends and since Joseph is like my best friend it makes it even more difficult to tell him how I feel about him. I like comparing how he used to talk to me at first to now. When we first spoke to each other (me to him), he would rarely look me in the eye and he always seemed to prefer being alone. In comparison to how we talk now, he looks me in the eye more often and one time he saw me in the hall as I was heading to my lunch period, he secretly made his presence know by playfully pulling my backpack. Many may be thinking that he probably was trying to be mean, but he isn't like that, he doesn't smile and make eye contact when he is mad. He avoids you to avoid problems plus he only gets mad when you push it too far, annoy him or get on his nerves. Hopefully, he'll give me a chance.
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Life sucks
No FicciónMemoir Real name: Nailea (nIgh Lay Ah) *capital means more emphasis on the letter*
