Life sucks

My Crush and My First Move

Ok so after only three stops were left to go home, I told him about a poetry book I got from my teacher. I asked him what he thought it meant to start a conversation, so after we talked about what we thought of the poem, he asked me if I was going to read my book. It was already getting too dark for me to read it, so I responded by saying it was too dark. After that, I sat there with him and after a few minutes passed I took one of his headphones to listen to his music. Joseph is very protective about his music and doesn't like for other people to know what he is hearing. He then tries to take the headphone back and I told him no. I held on and put it in my ear as he tried to get it back. Then he unplugged it and I held hostage the entire part. He reaches over to get it and presses his arm to my chest in the process. After ten or fifteen minutes of us fighting, I give it back and leave him alone for a while to rest. Then I wake him up since I thought it was our turn to get dropped off but I was mistaken. He argues that he could have slept more and that is still tired. I sit next to him again to bother him and he says he wants to sleep but I don't let him. He is facing forward and I decide to lean on him with my back towards him. He gets annoyed and tries to get me to sit up and leave him alone. I am very ticklish and Joseph was a complete smart butt in deciding to do so. He does everything tickles my sides, my thighs, neck and so to try to stop him; I hold his hands and he had his arms crossed over my stomach. He rests like that for a bit and continues. He also rested his head on my neck since my back was still to him. I wanted to kiss him soo bad! I will on Friday if he goes to school. (tomorrow he can't since he as an appointment).

P.S Joseph was also tickling my upper ribs and today I wasn't wearing a "proper" bra. It's just like a bra-shaped cloth with no padding. He was in the process lifting my unsupported chest.