Life sucks

Move, B****, GET OUT THE WAY!!!

Jonathan: 

    Sun, 1:46 AM    

Nailea I'm so so sorry I know I have been annoying to the point where you don't want to even speak to me. I want to date you again Nailea but I'm fucking retarded and just annoying. I'm pushing you out of my life the one thing I don't want to happen. Just tell me what not to do and I'll listen Nailea I'll do anything kinda. I'll give you your space and everything but plz think about this. Can we just discuss this or anything?

Me:

There's nothing to talk about. I don't want to be with you anymore I don't love you, Jonathan. It's hard to even talk to you, about anything to be honest. I'm done with us whatever us was.

Jonathan:

Nailea plz just give me a chance, I'll do anything. We don't have to date or anything I just want to be friends.

Me:

We can't fix something that cannot be fixed or wanted to be fixed because I don't want us to be together anymore. I've given you billions of chances I told you many times before: "Stop doing this, stop doing that," you continue to do it. There's no purpose of us being friends anymore Jonathan. Understand you're the first person who I don't even want to talk to any more you're obsessed with something that's not going to happen. And you begging isn't going to help either. Alex & Atreyu we're never awkward around me afterward we broke up. It's only you who makes everything so complicated.

Jonathan: 

Nailea *sigh* just one chance plz I will listen I have learned my lesson 

Me:

I don't want you in my life anymore Jonathan not the way that you've been acting at least. Stop saying you learn some kind of lesson the only lesson that you learned right now is that you are a total wreck. Move on Jonathan!!

Jonathan: 

Nailea I'ma stop acting the way I've been acting. Recently I've been like shit because of everything but I'm slowly changing

Me:

Jonathan, you may be slowly changing but my feelings for you won't change I'm still not going to love you. I may come to like you as a person, but I don't want to be your friend in the future.

Jonathan:

And I understand that but I just want to be friends

Damn Lul

Me:

Just move on

Jonathan:

What made you stop loving me? My questions.

Me:

That's one... Of many which I'm not going to say

Jonathan: 

My long ass messages

Me:

I'm not going to waste my breath on this anymore. You continue something that is non-existent that has no purpose of talking about.

Jonathan:

Can we call?

Me:

Jonathan can you just at least forget me or something hate me I don't know but figure it out cuz I don't want to continue talking about this whatsoever whether it be good or bad times I don't care anymore. You've had me going up and down over your stupid actions saying you're on drugs saying you're going to kill yourself what the fuck? F*** off.  Figure it out on your own this is the real world Jonathan no one's going to hold your hand through everything

Jonathan:

Ik that

Me:

Doesn't look like it

Jonathan:

You do know that your not the reason for me wanting to kill my self and weed

Me:

What a relief

Look I don't care what you're going through right now cuz you always use that against me. You always say that so that I feel bad in somehow I could continue talking to you.

Jonathan:

I talk to you about it because you have a strong voice that I can trust

Me:

Well, trust somebody else because I don't want to be there for you anymore. I want to put myself first for once in my life.

Jonathan:

I look for someone else

Me:

Okay then bye

Jonathan:

I've been a dick sorry

Me:

I got to go make myself happy

Bye

Jonathan:

Thank you bye *forever*              <---- His exact words (bleghh)...