Life sucks

Blocked

Jonathan: My life is so fucking great my mom hates the absolute shit out of me say shit about wanting to put me in adoption saying she would be have been better off if she died of cancer fucking shit I don't know what to do anymore.

• Jan 10, 6:59 PM

Jonathan: I'm sorry for sending this to you

• Jan 10, 7:45 PM

Jonathan: Good morning

• Mon, 7:05 AM

Jonathan: I'm dead-ass 100 lbs more the Ethan Omegalul

• Tue, 10:00 AM

Jonathan: So I see you're online hehe. Want talk?

Nvm

• Thu, 10:30 PM

Me: no

Jonathan: Nailea y tho can't we just have a conversation? Whatever it's your choice and I respect that

Me: cause I'm busy sucking someone's dick remember?Yeah right..

Jonathan: Nailea that was a joke did you actually take for real?

Me: NO I'm just using it against you

Jonathan: Smart

Me: bitch

Jonathan: Cunt

Me: Ex

Jonathan: Damn

Do you actually hate me?

Me: To say the least kinda yes, FUCK OFF

Jonathan: Y tho like I changed me

Hold up do you have constant bad thoughts of me in your head

 • 6:41 AM

Me: I just, in general, don't want anything to do with you, you can be so annoying and you can be a real hypocrite

Jonathan: You are right

Me: Ok then you'll leave me alone and actually commit to it?

Jonathan: Naw I'll contain myself

Me: Go to hell

Jonathan: Yeah kinda I'll try to stop

Me: No I for real don't want you in life. you use your life against me and try to make me feel bad for you so I don't block you and or try to talk to me any chance you get

Jonathan: Naw I stopped with that life shit but I'll stop talking to you for the most part cause you want that

Me: Stop talking to me in general. Can't you see?? I don't want ANYTHING to do with you!! You annoy me and hold me down. Now that I don't have to make sure you're not dead, I don't have to care anymore with what you do with your life. I'm passing all of my classes with A's now!! ANd why do you think? because I'm not taking care of you anymore!!!I'm excelling better than EVER!!So leave me ALONE

Jonathan: I was going to leave you alone that's the point I was trying to get in my last message I'll stop

That good that you passing I'm happy for you bye

Me: You've said that so many fucking times... Fuck off.

                                      

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After our friendly chat, I decided that since it's not my fault that he is suicidal and doing drugs, I would block him. I mean like why should I care when I'm the cause of the problem. I shouldn't try to solve or mend it. 

And I won't.  

I'm done.

Him being so selfish and me being so caring and nice enough to try and help him. 

Jonathan has used me for too long. 

My grades have been dropping and since I stopped texting and caring about him I have higher grades now. 

Oh, the benefits of sociopaths and single, free people!!

Jonathan always hid his feelings and true self and I once thought that I knew that side of him,  but this is really him. 

Pathetic, dependant and demanding.

Pitiful and pity filled.

Real men here I come...