Vent book

"Im fine"

I'm sick and tired of trying to fit a perfect mold
my anxiety has yet to release me of its hold
Someday I'll try to reach out
But I'm getting so much hate right now

I really wish you were here
I don't know how I've survived so far
Maybe some day they'll realize I'm a lost cause
I can't deal with these people anymore no matter how much I fought

How can you be so strong
Oh how I wish I was like you
I've always been very fond
Now what do I do

Their words cut deeper than a knife
I wish I didn't end up with this life
But don't worry I'm fine
I'm just hiding behind a mask of glee

Someday I'm going to leave here
You come with me to always be there
Oh how life is hard
I'll just keep this mask on a little longer
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I'm not ok at this moment the bullying at school has gotten worse but I've found someone I can trust to talk about my feelings to so that's pretty gr8