Vent book

Fear

I finally felt happy again
So many things have happened
But then I didn't feel so happy
I felt fear

I'm so scared you're going to leave me
I seem to not be able to let it be
I know I annoy you
I've tried not to

I'm sorry I've done it again..
Now I can't stop..
It's like an addiction to me
Please just let me be

I'm sorry...

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Im going back to bad habits again... I started cutting again I told her I'd be strong. For her. I'm sorry love.