Vent book

Frustrated

(Plz don't mind all caps!)

I HATE THIS
I feel like I'm not wanted anymore by many people.
I'm sorry I text you everyday!
I'm sorry I annoy you!
Please tell me that I do annoy you!
I know I do!
I'm sorry that when you don't text back I'm heartbroken!
I'm sorry I feel unwanted!
I still love you!
But the thing is...
I don't know if you still love m e
I'm probably just overreacting.
Or at least that's what I'll tell myself.
I'll stop texting you and talking to you if you want.
It's not like you really ever reply anymore..
Please, if you love another go!
Go get them!
Don't feel stuck with me!
Tell me if you don't want me and I'll leave you alone!
Hell, I'll walk right out of your life if you want me to!
But I'll never stop loving you..
And you know what?
I might just love you too much.
But that's not bad.
That's just how I work.
I overthink and overlove.