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Feelin Double O'Depressed

Hi I'm feeling espresso depresso so like hi imma bout to vent so yeahhh

So lately, and I have refused to tell my friends bc I don't want them to worry, I have been debating suicide more.
I don't know what happened. Just the stress of me coming out to my mom, she accepts me btw, and knowing I'll have to tell my grandmother soon, she's double o'homophobic, is just hfjdidnfjfjfjuejsodfbbf.

I'm just getting worse and worse every day and I'm starting to get to the point where I just wanna end it all. But I don't want to hurt my lover. I know what it's like to just be left and think it's your fault and I don't want them to think that.

I'm going to try to talk this over with them so we can possibly work it out or something.

Honestly I also just really need one of those tight hugs that just make you forget about all of your pain y'know?

Alright bye bye for now