Remembering Moments

Secrets

***************

So... I finally figured out where I want this chapter to go! I was right about working on the other story to help. I hope you guys like this chapter and there is more Lamy..... Amuke..... Lukethest.....Amethuke.... Gosh! There is no good couple name for amethyst and Luke. There is also a little bit more of Ameston....Ashethest..... Ashest..... Amethton... Well apparently her and Ashton's names aren't very cute either.... And just to let you know her name is not Amethyst because "sounded cool". I chose that name because her eyes turn like purple-ish when she is emotional remember? Amethyst is a really pretty purple gem and so I named her that to connect her to her eyes changing color.... You can go read now if you want... That is all I have to say.

***************

 

        After The night with Ashton, I was quick to fall asleep and late to wake up, but when I woke up Ashton wasn't laying with me. Before I really had a chance to panic about him being gone, the door creaked open slowly to reveal Ashton. Something was wrong though. His eyes were red and puffy and he had tear stained cheeks, but they weren't from the night before. He had been crying, and it was obvious on his face that he had hoped I would still be asleep. I sat up against the wall, using the blanket to cover up the fact that I had somehow wiggled out of my shorts overnight.

        "Ashton? Is everything okay? You can talk to me babe I-" He cut me off before I could finish my sentence.

        "I'm fine Amy. Or i think I will be... Can you stay in here for a while? I need to talk to my mom about something" Tears started to fall again as he turned to the door.

        "Okay Ashton... and you're sure that you'll be okay?"My eyes shifted to the bandages on his wrist.

        "If you want me to be then yes... But if you want the truth, I don't know." He turned and left before I could respond, and I was quick to jump up and get dressed, keeping on Ashton's shirt but putting on my own jean shorts. I crept out of his room and to the stairs where I could hear what was happening in the kitchen perfectly. I knew he told me to stay, but if he was so upset then I had a right to know so I could try to help. He would never have to know I listened.

        "And you're sure that she's in your room still? I just don't want her coming down in the middle or something." His mom had her hand on his shoulder the entire time she spoke to him. Ashton leaned his elbows on the table and put his face in his hands.

        "I told her to stay mom. I trust her." I giggled a little inside, but nothing could be so bad that I couldn't know about it.

        "Ashton I think you need to tell her. I think she deserves to know honey."

        "And if she hates me for it? Why can't I just leave it be? Pretend I didn't know? We can just be happy like before. It's better if I don't tell her." His voice sounded almost angry when he spoke to her.

        "Shes a huge part of this Ash! Its who she is and you can't keep her in the dark. If you don't tell her what happens? She has a flashback about it and then you cut yourself again Ashton?"

        "She'll leave if I tell her. Its better. If she remembers then fine, the longer I have with her the better. Even a few days is better than now. I love her mom, and I don't want to lose her again if I don't have to."

        "You can't just keep this on your concience, you have to say something. If you don't then I will."

        "No.... Give me a week.... That's all I'm asking for. One more week with the girl I love. One week until she leaves for good." His voice cracked and he melted into a mess of sobs.