Bad Habits (Machine Gun Kelly)

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Rose's p.o.v

It's been four months since the miscarriage and it's been three months since the break-up. I was thinking of giving it another go with Colson but kept holding back on the idea. The girls and I still hung out with everyone, including Colson. It's only fair. I can't just let him sit by himself. On the other side, the tour was going great. We're on a break before we pick things back up in Canada and then South America. Then, it's another break from Thanksgiving throughout December. Then, come the end of January it's Europe and Asia. Australia would be happening a little bit later in the year, the beginning of summer to be precise and then we're done.

"Rose, could you get some beers?"

"Sure. How many?"

"Four, please"

"Coming right up"

I grabbed four beers out of the fridge and started walking towards the backyard, but clumsy me fell and they broke all over the floor.

"Fuck"

"Everything alright?!"

"Yeah I tripped and they broke. Don't worry I'll clean up"

"Are you sure?!"

"Yes, I'm sure Morgan"

I picked up the little pieces of the bottle and put them on the table behind me ready to take to the bin. I went to go pick up one of the pieces but it got jammed into my hand.

"Fuck!"

No one heard me because of the music being turned back up to a loudish volume. I left a good amount of blood on Colson's floor, but it would come out, right? I held my other hand underneath my left one as I made my way into the kitchen looking for the first aid box.

"Oh shit, what happened, Rose?"

"I dropped the beer bottles and as I clearing it up one of bottle jammed into my hand. Sorry about the floor"

"Fuck the floor. Sit on the counter, I'll fix you up"

I sat on the counter as he grabbed the box out of the cupboard underneath the sink. He opened it and grabbed a bandage and some rubbing alcohol.

"This may sting but it's to help it not get infected"

"Just do it"

He poured the alcohol onto some tissue and pressed it against the cut. I winced at the sting and grabbed his shirt.

"Good. Now we wrap it up and we can change the bandage on a daily basis"

"Thank you"

"Anytime"

I leaned up and gave him a kiss on the cheek and hugged him. I just held close. I missed him.

"Rose?"

"Yeah"

"I miss you"

"I miss you too"

"Can we try and work on us, one more time"

"I don't know, Colson. What you did was hurtful especially on what was meant to be our wedding day"

"I know. It was a dick move. I know how special that day was and I ruined it. I hurt you and I broke my promise towards everyone that I wouldn't hurt you in any way. I made the biggest mistake and regret of my life by letting you go. If I could turn back time then I would. I would make sure that nothing happened and I would make sure that you were happy. I failed us and I failed you"

"You didn't fail me. You disappointed me. Mistakes happen. Your mistake is just one that will time to overcome. However, I am willing to overcome. We've had four months apart to work on things and see how we are with each other in a room and think we've managed quite all right. I am willing to allow you a second chance at us. I don't want to jump into the engagement straight. Let's just see how we go and we're going fine then I might consider marrying you"

"You're giving me a second chance?"

"Yes"

"Really?"

"Yes, really"

I pulled him close and kissed him to show him that I was being for real. It took him a while to process what was happening before he started kissing me back. We heard someone cough from behind us making us pull away.

"You two back together?"

"Well, I haven't been asked yet"

"Oh right, Rose Elizabeth Coleman Urie will you be my girlfriend, again?"

"Yes"

"I knew right. Slim and Rook you owe Morgan and me 20 dollars"

"You made a bet"

"Yeah"

"Classic girls"

"Let's go celebrate with wine!"

The girls and guys went back out to the garden whilst Colson and continued making out in the kitchen. His hand roamed my body like it was the only thing he was craving right now. Colson's hand reached my thighs and traveled up to my core. I felt a finger slip in and I moaned.

"Colson, if we're gonna do this then let's do it somewhere more private"

"If you say, my queen"

He picked me up and we made our way to his bedroom. As we entered I was pinned against the wall as Colson kissed my neck. 

"I've missed this, Rose. I've missed kissing you and making you feel like a goddess"

"I've missed this too. Just don't hurt me again"

"I won't and I swear on Casie's life"

I was placed on the bed and Colson undressed me quickly and kissed my body head to toe. I pulled him close to me as he entered me, with the protection of course. Our moans filled the room and at that moment we didn't care who heard us. 

~ 2 hours later ~ 

I laid upon Colson as the sound of his heartbeat relaxed me. I really missed this. Lying next to him. Admiring his tattoos.

"So, when do we tell everyone we're back together?"

"I haven't thought about it. Let's keep it private for now and then we'll see"

"Ok. I love you. I always will"

"I love you too. I never stopped loving you"

Note: See told you there was a happy moment coming up :)