WARNINGS: i forgot this story existed lololol, wholesome trio 🥺🥺🥺
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I lost her. I really did. I lost Ned too. I lost all my friends. The holy trinity was broken. Shattered into pieces in just one snap. I was just frustrated and mad and took it out on Y/N. I'm such a horrible person...
I started crying loudly. Not caring who could hear. My feet were cold and I could see puffs of air coming from my mouth. My tears felt warm as they streamed down my ice-cold cheeks. I leaned against a wall and slid down as I sobbed into my knees. My life has turned to shit in one second. I lost both of them at once. How the fuck does that happen? I know I don't deserve them, but it still hurts.
I was still sobbing. I heard footsteps approach me but I didn't look up. "Listen-" I could immediately recognize that voice as the one and only, Flash. "Dude, you really got yourself into a big mess," He says. Peter shrugs. "I- I know," Peter sobs, not caring if Flash'll make fun of him or not. "Peter, you're a great guy and you should find a way to fix it instead of crying like a crybaby," Flash smiles and reaches out his hand. Peter looks up at him with a confused look but grabs his hand anyway. "Why are you being so nice?" Peter wipes his tears away as Flash shrugs. "Because what friend group am I going to bully now if there is none," He says, smirking before walking off. Peter feels too many emotions at once.
Peter took Flash' advice for once and started heading off towards the first thing he wanted to fix, his friendship with Ned. You were number 1 priority of course, but in order to know if he can have a relationship with you, he'll need to talk to Ned. He let out a heavy sigh and started walking towards Neds place. He knew Ned won't forgive him, but he could at least try.
As he arrived at Neds, he sucked in a deep breath before hesitantly knocking on his door. His mother opened and smiles. "Peter! Great surprise! Ned feels a little down so you might be able to cheer him up," His mother said. Peter froze a little. Peter was the reason he was sad and he felt horrible about it. "Can I talk to him?" Peter asks. His mom nods and let's him in. "He's upstairs," She said plainly. Peter mumbles a small 'thank you'. He walks up the stairs and hears people laughing from his bedroom. Peter can recognize that laugh from anywhere. It was yours. What were you doing at his house?
When Peter saw that the door wasn't fully closed, he opened it a bit more to see the both of you playing video games together. You were smiling. Peter knew that at that moment, he didn't deserve you. He thought you were too good for him. You deserved Ned, not Peter. Peters eyes started watering again as he closed the door quietly. They are better off without you. He thought. You don't deserve them. You're just garbage. Peter Parker is trash.
Negative thoughts roamed his head as he silently started crying in Neds house. He tried to keep it in, he really did, but he couldn't. When he let out a soft whimper, your head shot up. You heard something. Ned was too much in the video game to even notice anything strange. "I'm going to head off to the bathroom," You excuse yourself before you approach the door and open it softly. Your eyes get soft when you see Peter against a wall. Silently crying. You close the door behind you and gently approach Peter.
Peter eyes open to see your blurry figure from his tears. "I-I'm sorry. I'll leave," Peter manages to choke out and walks past you but you grab his arm and pulled him towards you. "Peter— We need to talk," You say to him. Peter wipes all the salty water that flowed down his cheeks away and nods. He sniffs his nose as he tries not to cry again. "Before you think anything is going on between Ned and I, no. I came here to talk to him and then we just decided to play video games," You explain while your hands are on his cheeks. Removing the access tears with your thumbs.
"Ned said that he would've been okay with us dating," You remove your hands from his face. "but he just didn't liked us doing it secretly. I told him, it was to protect him and he understood. It took a little convincing but I managed," You smile a little, making Peter smile. Just seeing Peter smile makes you a little happier. Peters hands were in his sleeves as he hugged himself. "A-and, uhm—" You took a deep breath. "I told him how hurt I was by your comment. I know it was one word but— I- I'm sensitive and you know that Peter," A shaky breath escapes your lips.
Peter looks to the ground. He felt embarrassed and horrible what he had said to you. "Y/N... All I can say is that I'm fucking sorry and that I don't deserve you. I don't deserve anyone. No one should have to put up with me a- and I understand that. If you don't want to take me back, I completely understand—" "Pete. Never downgrade yourself... Please. It hurts me too. I love you. I love you so fucking much and of course I'll take you back. I lost my fucking virginity to you," You say, making Peter laugh a little. "The world doesn't deserve a web-slinging hero like you. You're too pure and kind and selfless and that's why I love and forgive you," You let out a breath of relief.
Before Peter could say anything, you quick place your lips on his. Your hands immediately going to play with his hair as his hands travelled down your waist. Your lips moving passionately together. Peter swiped his tongue on your bottom lip, but before his tongue could access your mouth, you pulled away. "Maybe we shouldn't make out when Ned is next door?" You chuckle. Peter agrees and chuckles with you. You slowly open the door again. Neds head shooting up. "Guess who's here?" You said before pulling Peter inside. Neds face turned from a little confused, to a half-smile.
"Hey Peter," Ned greets him. "Hey," Peter says back, quietly. An awkward silence started to rise. You feeling it. Peter cut off the silence. "I'm sorry. I really am. Forgive me?" Peter looks from his feet up to Ned, who gives him a smile. "Forgiven," He smiles and looks between you and Peter. "You guys... doing okay?" He pointed between the two of you. "Never been better," You reply, looking up at your cute boyfriend who look back down at you and unintentionally smiles. Ned looks at the both of you and smiles too. Though he was in love with you, he knew he could get over it because just seeing his best friends happy was enough for him.
"I have a third controller. Care to join?" ========= i made a video on tom, cHECK IT OUT PLS 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
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