They are at the Ramen House. Deanna's favorite, walang kamatayang ramen. Deanna's already seated and just waiting for Jema. She also knows what she wants to tell Jema. She wants to tell her what she feel and what she wants to feel.
Ilang sandali lang dumating na din si Jema. She's wearing comfortable clothes, shorts and v-neck shirt. She didn't want to dress up too much kasi its just a talk session.
"Uhh Hi?" Sabi ni Deanna.
"Please sit" dagdag nito.
"Bat parang kinakabahan ka?" Sabi ng natatawang Jema.
"I'm not, I'm just not used to this kind of things?" Sabi ni Deanna.
"Well what do you want to talk about?" Tanong ni Jema.
"Why don't we order muna?" Sabi ni Deanna. She's still gelling her inner self pa. Its true, she's very very nervous.
After nila umorder they began talking.
"So uhmm Jema ganto kasi yon, I wanted to talk to you about what I feel and I want to hear your opinion on what I'm about to say" sabi ni Deanna. Bigla naman din kinabahan si Jema sa narinig niya.
"Tell me everything" sabi ni Jema.
"Okay so negative reactions will be heard later" sabi ni Deanna at tumango naman si Jema.
"So ano first of all I want to say sorry sa nangyare samin ni Fhen. I know na I was wrong and I'm sorry for hurting you that time. I can't handle myself, I become aggressive to the point na hindi ko na mapigilan. Second, I get jealous. You heard it right, I am jealous of everyone na nakakasama ka at napapasaya ka. I wanted that, I wanted it to be me. Gusto ko ako yung nakakapagpasaya sayo pero I know na imposible na ulit yon mangyare.
When we were at the Island, I was having second thoughts about my feelings sayo. When you kissed me I felt a strange feeling, that same feeling when you first kissed me. I was so happy back then, I never wanted leave the island knowing na ikaw ang makakasama ko araw araw. Gulong gulo padin ako sa feelings ko non for you.
When we went to Davao, I became more comfortable with you. That was the only time I realized I was falling for you again. I wanted to tell you when we were at the rooftop in Ateneo pero too bad our conversation turned to conflict.
Speaking of that, we never really talked about what happened back there. I'm really sorry about what you saw. You were right, that wasn't me. I'm not proud of what I've become, I want to change Jema.
When we headed back here in Manila, you made me stay at your condo. After that everything was falling apart. You were always with Fhen and Isaac, I was always with Kianna. I never felt so hurt, why? Kasi umasa ako Jema. Umasa ako na pagbalik natin dito magiging masaya na ulit tayo pero I was wrong. I always feel jealous and angry.
Nicole talked to me, she made me talk about what I feel about you. She made me realize that I am inlove with you. Day and Night I always think about, what you're doing or what you're planning to do. I cared about you that's why I didn't want you to go with Fhen, I don't want her to hurt you again. I was wrong AGAIN, little did I know I was the one hurting you.
Jessica Margarett Galanza, I love you, always have and always will. I'm not expecting you to love me back. I just wanted you to know that I love you with all my heart and I am want to give us a second chance and make everything right. I love you Jema and I miss you" Napaiyak na si Deanna sa sinabi niya.
Hindi naman mapigilan ni Jema na maluha. Deanna wiped the tear that fell from her eye. Deanna smiled and so did Jema.
"I don't know what to say Deanns. All I know is that I love you too." Sabi ni Jema.
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