//sheith x klance// (I don't hate sheith, okay its a cute concept and there like BROTHERS but I'm using the ship as a wall between Keith and lance :) sorry.)
It's been several days since both of the star crossed lovers realised there feelings for one and other. However both seem to ignore the indelible. The trip to earth was said to end in about a week, everything was so put together. It was annoying really, how everyone can act like nothing ever happened, and what was worse was Lance became jealous of Shiros and Keith's relationship. He hated how close they were, he hated how Keith's smile would double when Shiro entered the room, he hated how the world would only stop, for a split second, for only them. The world seemed to favourite them, and so did the other paladins, it made Lance feel isolated since none of them seemed to care. Deep down he knew they did care, in-fact it was the sad reality that struck him, that hey just didn't bother to ask if he was okay. Even Pidge didn't bother anymore, Allura did a bit more over the past few weeks, Coran still told his Whacky story's, Keith. Keiths been ignoring Lance, lover boy didn't know why, or how but it happened and it hurt like a son of a bitch, it hurt. It hurt to see Keith living his life with, him.
Lance carried on walking down the corridor of his current living situation, his mind killing his own heart, but hey its fine. Completely fine, as long as he's happy, I'm happy, I didn't care anymore, all I wanted was mama. Lance carried on walking down the pathway towards to dining area, however he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw the hotheaded paladin against the wall, head pushed back and Shiro kissing the other boys neck. Lances eyes began to swell and... And he couldn't watch anymore, he couldn't take all of this pain, he thought that maybe, maybe one day it'll be Keith's and lance, lance and Keith, him and i, Keith and I. But maybe Lance was mistaken, maybe lance looked to much into there relationship.
Lance turned away, and darted back down the corridor, eyes threatening to allow tears to fall, it was all too much. Lance felt as if his heart had been stamped on, shredded, and through at a wall. Lance allowed his feet to run to the balcony where he last went when everyone found out about his singing, he finally got there and did the only thing he knew how, his screamed. He screamed, he broke down, and for what? He did all of this Because of a boy? All lance knew how to do in times of pain, was to sing, so he did. The first song that came to mind was Sia, Elastic heart.
"And another one bites the dust
But why can I not conquer love?
And I might've got to be with one
Why not fight this war without weapons?
And I want it and I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
And let's be clear, I trust no one
You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace
Well I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
But I may snap when I move close
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
I've got an elastic heart
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart
And I will stay up through the night
Let's be clear, I won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I walked through fire to save my life
And I want it, I want my life so bad
And I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one
You did not break me (You did not break me, no, no)
I'm still fighting for peace
Well I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
But I may snap when I move close
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
Well I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
But I may snap when I move close
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
Well I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
But I may snap when I move close
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart"
The last words of the pain filled song left lances mouth as a sob, but maybe this was it for him, pain is all He's got left, all He is made of were small parts of misfit and sorrow, Lance smiled sadly at the galaxy surrounding him.
McClain, hellooooooo, you cant hide from me forever ya know. Go away. Piss off, I'm here and your venerable. GO AWAY. Still a no from me, no lOve, do you remember him? No, don't say his name. Allen. We don't speak of him. Your - Don't you dear. So you do remember him, you remember what HE did to you, you remember how he touched you while you "slept". McClain, I'm all in your head, your making yourself remember this, You want to remember it. No I don't. Why would I ever want to remember him? Because he was the reason you laid passed out at such a young age, he was your escape yet your prison.
"Go AWAY" Lance screamed once again, gripping his head in anger, "FUCKING HELL, WHY WONT YOU PISS OFF" Lances eyes once filled with the ocean soon became an river of isolation, his body jerked around and staring back at him was a field of perrywrinkle.
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A silent cry
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