Sometimes, life happens exactly how you always imagined it to become. Sometimes, we don't expect the tiniest things and it still comes like a rush into our hearts. And sometimes, there will be moments the most saddest in your life because it's exactly the opposite of how you dreamed it to be. Fact is: we can see lives ahead of us and start judging what's wrong and what's not on other people's intimacies.
No matter you can be, there's always another person having more or less than you (depending on the matter) and this is what makes you jealous.
I'm not sure if there will ever be the feeling of satisfaction. Though, I think satisfaction doesn't depend on the right time and the right place and the right person you are with or how much of having something you always wanted to have - no. It's simply a feeling coming deeply and purely out of your heart whenever you feel like having enough and being proud of your own person being. There's no need of setting goals or destinations for the perfect job, the perfect husband and the perfect house. What does "perfect" mean anyway? There is not even any age you must hold on to.
Simply beware that it is you and only you who can build a trap and fall right into.
As I'm reconsidering it - maybe I will never be satisfied, at least I will be happy. Satisfaction would be too boring.
