Honestly,
I'm terrified.
I want to help myself,
But I'm too scared.
I only look at the negative outcomes In fear that they will over power the positive.
I am being given this way out,
But I'm too terrified to take the help.
You see,
You haven't seen her.
And you don't understand the way I think.
You don't understand my heart and how it works yet.
I've been here my whole life,
I've lived my whole life in fear.
To me,
She's terrifying.
She has control over me.
And my mind and my heart,
That you don't yet understand,
Let's her.
I suffer because,
To me,
I am less important than everyone else.
My heart is so fragile,
And I let everyone walk all over it.
I take the abuse
And the neglect because I am too scared.
I'm scared by the way she'll treat me.
I'm scared to lose the people I love.
I'm scared to help myself.
I don't know the right thing to do.
I don't know what the best choice is.
Both choices,
To me,
Mean I suffer,
But I don't know which one means I suffer less.
Help me.
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Poesia"She is so fragile. Everything breaks her heart, But nothing can mend it." - Peyton (me) This is a book filled with my poetry and it may contain some trying times in my life I've decided to share. You can interpret my poems the way you'd like. You c...
