sublime [2]

[17] kiss me

*explicit content ahead oof*

"kiss me." almost instantly, i raised both my eyebrows. "kiss me, kimetrius." she stared at me, blankly.

"kota, you're drunk and you're gonna regret this. i'm not kissing you while you're drunk." i told her firmly.

"i've told you i'm not that drunk anymore. kiss me." it was almost as if she was ordering me to kiss her.

i mean, she wasn't that drunk anymore, right?

no, she's still dating diego. i can't kiss her. "you're going to regre-" before i could finish, her soft lips collided with mine. she kissed me in a passionate way. her soft hands went up on my neck, holding it softly. she pushed me down, making me lie in bed as she straddled me and leaned down to kiss me again.

it took me some time to realise what was really happening. but when i did, i didn't take too much time for me to touch her body.

oh man, how i missed that. it's like her skin feels different. it's like the way she touches me is different. it's like all she does is... unique.

she pulled away as we ran out of breath. some of her hair was in her face as she just closed her eyes and stayed still. my hand made its way to her hair and pushed it to the side.

"fuck." she said opening her eyes. "no one can ever know this happened."

"oouu, that's fine. i'll keep shut." i smirked. i couldn't help but do so. it was a long time since we last did anything like this, and it was a long time since i wanted to do this.

"i shouldn't be doing this, kimetrius." she said leaning down again, but this time slowly. as if she didn't just say that she shouldn't be doing this.

her lips touched mine again, as she moved calmly. i followed her rhythm. it was perfect. she shouldn't be doing this, she's right. but i'm really not the one to stop her.

"i just..." she said again, going down on my neck. "i feel like..." she kissed the skin, but not leaving any mark. she knew it wouldn't be a good thing to do right now. "like..."

"hey," i started sitting up straight, making her body move with mine as she was on top of me. "don't worry. you don't need to explain, you don't need to make a decision right now. just do what you want. i won't judge you, i won't snitch. take your time." i smiled, and i could see a small smile forming on her face.

"but i want to. i want to explain my feelings. skies, i have so many feelings for you that i don't know how to explain them. but i really, really want to. you're all i have right now. i have no friends besides lana, and, basically, no boyfriend. you've been here. all the time. and you weren't forcing it. you were here as a friend. and it meant so much for me. you encouraged me, you took care of me as if i was your family." she said looking into my eyes. dakota doesn't usually say things looking into people's eyes, which surprised me. "i'll be forever grateful for that. and not only after we... broke up?... but way before, back on the firsts days we met, you were also there even though you didn't really know me. when you advised me about that smoking and parents stuff, you've been yourself. you helped me so much. and the best?, you've proven you learned your lesson, you've proven you changed for better, you've proven me that you acted in fear and didn't think it through, but that now you are sorry and changed. you never, ever since i met you, changed for worse. even when i thought you would." she took a break.

honestly, that would probably make my whole year. she meant so much to me, i'd never be able to hurt her again. i felt like shit any time i thought of how bad i hurt my baby.

"i love you. and a lot. i hope one day we can go back- no, actually, i hope one day we can restart our relationship, and we'll start it fresh and right." i told her rubbing her cheek. her hand rested on top of mine, holding it while i cupped one side of her cheek.

"i love you too. it took me some time to realise it, and to realise how much i did, but i eventually did." she giggled.

"so, what are you gonna do now?" i asked raising an eyebrow. "i mean, don't wanna put pressure on you, but do you have any clue on what you're doing next?"

"uh, no." she laughed. "maybe, if you still want me, we could try again." i chuckled.

"if i still want you? i never stopped wanting you."

"that's... good?" she giggled. "we can talk about that later. right now..." she pecked my lips. "all i wanna do is kiss you." she said leaning back in.

i wrapped my arms around her body. i pressed her body against mine. i wanted to feel her heat again. i wanted to feel every inch of her on me. she took her shirt off and tossed it somewhere in the room. oh, this girl drives me crazy. she started slightly riding the boner she earlier gave me. i felt like closing my eyes, but the sight of dakota riding on me, biting her lower lip with closed eyes... it was so worth it. "oh, this is so fucking wrong." she said reaching out for the edge of my t-shirt and pulling it over my head. she ran her hands up and down my stomach. she kissed my neck, then my chest, then my stomach until she got to my jeans.

my head fell back and my eyes automatically closed as she unbuckled my pants and started pulling them down. "fuck, skies." she said also pulling my boxers down and grabbing my dick in her hands. she ran her hand up and down my length before she put the tip in her mouth, sucking on it before putting in all she could.

i tried to hold my moans back, but it wasn't really working. i reached out to her hair and pulled it slightly, making her look up at me while she sucked me.