sublime [2]

[13] ur the only girl i wanna dance with

after editing my favourite pictures, i uploaded some to my professional account on instagram.

i closed my notebook and lied down for a while. i closed my eyes and tried to not think about shit.

i was very anxious about this new job. i know they called me for the job, i know they already knew about me and my work, but what if they don't like the results?

what if it's not what they're expecting?

and once again, i fail on trying not to worry about shit i can't control. congrats, dakota, you did great.

three followed knocks on my door snapped me from my thoughts — making me get up and walk to the door.

i opened it, seeing a blond girl standing outside. "hey, i'm alexa, remember me?" she smiled. i nodded, recalling from earlier today before the concert. "so... our crew is going to a bar, we're gonna celebrate since it's the first concert. i was wondering if you wanted to come...?" she asks smilingly. she seems to be a cool girl.

"shit..." i look down. all i wanted right now was rest my mind — and body — for a bit. "yes, i'll be down in a minute." i tell her smiling back. she nods her head and walks towards the lift as i close the door.

i walk to my bag and look for a cool outfit. as soon as i find one, i quickly throw it on and put my hair up in a ponytail. i put some mascara on and a lip balm: all done.

i get my camera — maybe i can get some good shots there — and then walk towards my door and leaving to the reception.

as soon as i get down to the first floor, i see a bunch of people together — they all seem familiar, so i assume they are all from skies' team.

"hey!" alexa says approaching. "come with me, i'll introduce you to them." she tells me as she takes my hand and pulls me. okay.

"guys, this is kota!" she says smiling at them.

i receive many "hey", "hi" and shit. i just smile and nod.

i'm not the best person to make new friends. i don't know how people do that. is there a way that i can get lessons on it?

i end up walking back and going on my phone. i swear i tried socialising.

i was watching random stories on snapchat to distract myself, before a hand pulled my phone from my hands.

"the fuc-" i stop when i see skies smiling.

"come on, kota, you can't be on your phone all the time!" he points his hands to the group of people a few feet away from us, as if he was presenting a new thing for me.

"i can't!"

"why?"

"because i can't. i'm not good with people, you know that." i told him. he nodded his head and breathed in.

"then stick to me, you're definitely not gonna be on yo phone while we're celebrating. if i know you, you just need some shots down the hatch." he giggles. he isn't wrong though.

"'kay..." i say as he smiles victorious and gives me my phone back.

he points his heads towards the people and starts walking. i follow him as we all go to the bar that was just a few blocks away from the hotel. we had vans at our dispose, but they (or us) decided to go walking. probably because they're all hyped.

"wanna dance?" skies smirks. oh fuck.

"noooo, it was a big challenge to come here, i can't even stand up." i told him exaggerating.

"i'll help you."

"no. you can go, i'll take some pictures." i motioned for him to go.

"i don't wanna be seen dancing alone."

"i didn't say you had to, ouch." i frown.

"but koooota, you're the only girl i wanna dance with." by now skies was drunk. he was saying shit like that for a while.

"sorry dude, but nope." i smiled. what if someone snaps us and diego sees it?

"pretty please?" he pouted his lips and frowned, making me laugh at the scene.

"no." he rolled his eye, once again making me laugh.

"you're evil." he walks away slowly.

i laugh to myself while i sip a bit of my drink. skies grabs some random girl as i sigh. damn what the hell am i doing? i should be celebrating with them!

as i think of that, i stand up and walk towards the drinks.

after i'm done at the bar i walk back to where i was before, seeing that skies wasn't that far from there — probably the same spot where he was before i left.

i walk up to him and start dancing along the music with him. his face shows surprise, but he doesn't hesitate on pulling me by the hand and gluing our bodies together.

his eyes were darker — he was looking right into mines. he seemed to be looking for something inside them. our bodies were moving together as his hand held my waist, pulling me against his body. i could feel his boner against my body.

we kept dancing until he pulled me to an area with less people. his smirk made me smirk. "you look sooo good in that jeans." he said as i kept walking back and he walked forward.

"i-" and before i could say anything, i feel another body colliding with mine, which brought me back into reality. "i gotta go." i said before i ran past skies.

HI GUYS
it's been ageees since i last updated right? i'm sooooooooooooooo sorry
school started and i started an important year, i'm way more focused now and i barely have free time :(
also i had a big, huge, MASSIVE writer's block.
i still think this chapter is shit and boring, so i'm really sorry.
bear with me y'all, i'll make it up :)