My Dear Theodosia (Philidosia)

Chapter 13: Together Again

This Chapter contains sensitive and sexual themes that can be too graphic for some viewers. Viewer Discretion is Advised, thank you :)
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   Philip Hamilton cupped her cheek and stared into her brown eyes after he pulled away from the kiss... well the many kisses. Theodosia placed her hand over his and looked down.

"It took you this long to do that?" She said smiling, looking up at him. He turned bright red and let out an awkward laugh.
     He pulled away gently and clasped her hands in his. He looked down and somehow tears swarmed his eyes. "I'm.... I'm sorry Theo I should've wrote you more-"
    Theodosia kissed his cheek gently standing on her tippy toes. She looked him in the eyes and gently smiled. "Hey.... we're here now." She rested her hand on his cheek and he smiled warmly.

   Philip slowly looked inside to see guests were leaving. He saw Frances exit with the Gentleman from earlier, then saw Angelica running off with Stephan and his little sister as well. The musicians were packing up and leaving as well, this leaving Philip in realization. He was spending the night at the Van Reassleers.... why couldn't Theodosia join him?
   The stars in the sky twinkled as Theo leaned over the balcony watching, Philip came up next to her and placed his hand on hers. "Can I do anything to make up for... those 2 years?" He asked, turning to her.
     Her cheeks turned bright pink, her eyes twinkling. Did he mean?

     She felt her heart thunder, she was 16 going in 17, and this was the age many girls "started". Plus, this would approve their love and bind them she supposed. Theodosia looked at the boy and scanned his expression, he looked  nervous but also excited and full of life. Theodosia smiled, her dimples showing, then nodded quickly.

  Philip turned pink. "I-I mean or we don't, we just got back together, wait were we ever together? Are we together now? Wait are we dating but in secret because if so-"

Theodosia kissed him again.

   "Ok yeah let's do this." He said after she pulled away. He grabbed her hand and snuck her inside as she giggled blushing. A million thoughts were rushing around in Philip's head. What if she didn't like him after this? What if his parents found out? Then he turned and saw Theo's face and knew this was the best idea he had in a while. They would've done this anyways of Theodosia wasn't taken away, right?

   As they reached his guest room, he let Theodosia in then quietly shut the door. As he turned he saw Theodosia standing still, tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear, softly looking up at him.

Right.

  He gulped and nodded leading her to the bed and sat down. She sat down next to him, and looked down at her hands resting in her lap.

"So... how do we start?" She asked looking at him nervously.

Philip blushed and took her hand. "Well... I think we uhm... start with this." He said, then gently pulled her in, kissing her slowly but tenderly. Theodosia kissed back, then suddenly was shocked when Philip pulled away he took her bottom lip with him.
     He looked at her, his green eyes full of determination, her brown eyes full of confusion but wanting more. They sat in that silence for what seemed like forever, causing more tension.
   Philip cupped her cheek and kissed her more, Theodosia now resting her hand on his lower abs. Pip started adding his tongue, which Theodosia went with, playing with his with hers, and gently sucking on his. When they pulled away for the second time, both out of breath from what seemed like forever, they both looked at each other in what appeared to be agreement.

   Philip stood up and started taking off his suit leaving only his undergarments, while Theodosia struggled to remove her dress, underskirt, corset, leaving her pantyhose and chest support. Both turned to each other turning bright red realizing this was the first time they had ever seen anyone stripped down like this.

   Philip gulped as Theodosia nervously stepped towards him. She touched his chest softly, then looked at him with those gentle eyes that always made Philip melt. She leaned up, having her lips touch his. He pulled her in, resting his hand on her backside while she played with his hair.
   He picked her up which made her giggle and layed her on the bed. He layed on top of her kissing her neck as she groaned slightly. He then worked his way down her neck and reached the top of her chest. He hesitated looking up to see her reaction. She nodded quickly as their eyes met. He smiled smugly then took off her chest support revealing something he didn't understand.
   He knew girls had these, but he'd never seen any in real life. He touched hers, which made her jump a little. She sat up slightly as he kept touching, not understanding what this feeling was coming over him. He then rested his lips on one, which made Theo jump and let out a slight groan. He lifted his head up and looked at her making sure she was ok.
   Theodosia nodded then looked at his undergarments, something was noticeable about his crotch reason. She read about this in her medical books, men got these while aroused. She blushed realizing what she did to him but leaned into him and kissed him again, sucking in his lip. Her hand gently reached down and Theo noticed she was touching.... oh.
   Philip pulled away shocked as she was touching, and she started to gently rub back and forth not knowing what to do. She noticed Philip's face turn White and his eyes go wide. He looked at her as she rubbed, she then stopped, pulling her hand out, and looked at him. They exchanged this glance that determined what they wanted to do next. Theodosia nodded and he did as well, making sure she was ok.
    They both went under the covers, Philip laying ontop of her, they both removed their undergarments and awkwardly laid there. Theodosia felt the thing she had touched against her and didn't mind it. Philip gently inserted it into her, Theodosia grunting. It hurt her at first, but soon Philip started moving and it suddenly felt good. He laid on top of her, moving it in and out as Theodosia groaned and held on to his back.
   Philip looked down at her and smiled, now going faster as she groaned more, and seemed to be enjoying it.
   Suddenly something hit Theodosia, it was something sensational she never felt before, she remembered reading about it. It was when I woman was pleased in sexual intercorse. Philip pulled away and rolled next to her, the two both heavily breathing. They both turned to each other, and for some reason, started laughing.

"Well..." Philip said resting his arm around her. "Round Two?"

Theodosia giggled and curled up next to him. "Night Philip."

Philip blushed and kissed her head. "Night Theo."

For once in his life, Philip was happy and he had no cares in the world.