Hey guys. So this is sorta a serious update of what's going on right now in my life... It's a little depressing too.. Sorry.
I'm going to be honest.
School's hard.
I'm taking all honors classes and I thought it would be easy for me.
It's not.
If you know me, I get stressed really easily, expecially over grades. I have a B in Biology now. I got a D on a quiz. I'm super upset about it, I'm freaking out, I'm on the verge of breaking down an crying. It's just... hard. I've become more stressed and I've stopped talking to my friends at school. I'm also depressed at home. My mom's taken notice, but I don't want to tell her anything because I'm scared. I know that I should, but I just want to see if things get better before I start running to her. I realised now how hard high school is, and that I need to be more serious about it. That means I may be deleting my Wattpad. I got my head in the clouds, and both my parents and I agree, I'm adicted to electronics. I think it would be better if I just cut off all connections to it until my grades get up.
I'm just having a hard time right now in my life and I'm lost and confused and stressed and worried. Hopefully things will get better. But for now, it's not.
I probably won't go off and delete my account right now, I'll wait a bit. If things don't get better soon.... Well, I might have a breakdown.
It's just that my parents expect so much of me. They don't say it, but I know they do. My sister didn't do great the last few years of high school, so they expect me to do better, and I'm trying the best I can but.... I don't know anymore, okay?
I'm sorry.
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