Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

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Andy's P.O.V

Me and Rye walked in the house after leaving the hospital, He held my hand the entire way home. It was comforting and it made me feel so much better. i loved the feelings of him lacing his fingers with me. I've liked him for so long but never could tell him. He opened the car door for me and walked me inside. He must have texted the boys at some point because when i walked in brook wrapped me in his arms. I felt nice. I don't get this kind of attention all the time but when i do it reminds me how loved i am. Jack says "im sorry Andy" with pleading eyes and he hugs me too. Mikey does the same. Rye walks me up to my room and I lay in my bed. He goes to leave but i stop him.

Ryes p.o.v

"rye..." i hear Andy say. i turn around "yeah?" "will you...stay" he says kind of hesitantly. It's all i needed to hear. He moves to make space on his bed and i lay down next to him. We are just facing eachother and he moves his face closer to mine and mine to his. Next thing i know, his lips are softly on mine. We pull away and he without even opening his eyes, moves his head to my chest and i can feel everything, his body against mine, his breath, the feel of his lips on mine. I lace my finger with his and i feel him smile into my chest. I can't help but think that maybe there is more to us than I thought.

Andy's p.o.v

It just happened...we both just did it. I love him so much. I hope that its not just me that feels that way though. He laced his fingers in between mine and i couldn't help but smile, my cheeks were on fire, if it was so easy for my to kiss him why would it be difficult to tell him i love him. " I love you" my actions spoke before my brain could stop them. "I love you to fovvs" he says and kisses the top of my head. "i love you so damn much" he says.

Rye's P.O.V

"i love you" is echoing through my head as i feel him fall asleep against my chest. I've never felt so strongly about someone. I have known i loved him. It came to my realization about a year and a half ago, it knew i loved him when i started to notice everything about him. It started with noticing the way his dimples would appear at the slightest quirk of the corners of his lips. Then it progressed to the way he walked, how his voice was different and his vocabulary increased when he was mad or when he was around new people. I noticed his good days and bad days by the way he looked in the mirror. The way when he cried he tried to hide it but his eyes would stay puffy for the next two hours. I noticed how when you cuddled him he would stay distant not knowing how close was TOO close, so you have to pull him closer and when you do the way he just relaxes. I notice everything. I couldn't ever just come right out and say it though. I have already came out to the boys and my family and everyone is really accepting. They are my best mates so it important that they accept me.