Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

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 Andys P.O.V

      I lean in and our lips connect. It was like fire. I pull away quickly and stand up. "I'm sorry" he says nervously. "I wasn't thinking, i will tell rye it was all my fault, don't worry about it okay? I will handle Rye none of this was on you" he says standing up and pacing. All i can do is stare. "I uh..need to think" I say and bolt upstairs to my room. I close the door behind me and i can still feel the feeling of his lips on mine.  I sit in there for a good 20 minutes then I hear a car pull up at it's Rye. I go downstaira before he comes in with jack and Mikey. I look around for Harvey and find him in the kitchen "do NOT tell him okay?" i ask. "bu-" he tries to talk and i cut him off "DONT FUCKING TELL HIM" I say. "Okay" he says confused. Rye walks in and the two others follow behind him. They come in saying a bunch of stuff my brain won't focus on. I zone out and I know im just standing there looking at the wall in front of me but I can't stop there is an overload of thoughts in my mind. "Fovvs?" I hear a voice say gently. I snap out of my thoughts and Rye is looking at me cautiously and I scan his face. "baby what wr-" I cut him off by crashing my lips onto his. I kiss him with such force he steps back but without letting our lips part. It feels the same as harvey. The same passion, desire, heat....love. We pull away and I start crying and he says "what is wrong baby? did i do something?" All I can do is shake my head. He pull me into a hug and i look over his shoulder to see jack and mikey looking at eachother weirdly while putting away the beer into coolers of ice. Then I make eye contact with harvey and he looks guilty as hell. He mouths "I'm sorry" and I mouth out "It's okay".  He didn't do Anything so it had to be okay...at least I had to let it be okay for him because it was truly all my fault. I pull away from the hug with Rye and he kisses the top of my head. I have stopped crying and Rye goes to help put beer into the fridge.  

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People started showing up and by the time everyone should have arrived it was pretty full in the house. There were a bunch of people in the back yard, the kitchen, the conservatory and everybody was getting wasted. Things were awkward between me and Harvey all night. The party had gone on for an hour and a half now and I hear someone shout "HEY CAN I HAVE EVREYONES ATTENTION PLEASE" a very tipsy Harvey yells. "I would just like *burp* to thank evreyone for coming to my party, and thank you to the boys and my love" he says making eye contact with me i look down at my shoes while someone yells " THREE CHEERS FOR HARVEY" the voices drone out in my head and I walk out of the kitchen. It's all too much. 

Harveys P.O.V

I made a mistake i shouldn't have said 'and my love' but whatever. Fuck Andy he broke my heart. Bitch. I see him look down and feel a little bad but damn he looks fucking hot in what hes wearing. thats all I can think of now. I see him walk out of the room and i go to step off of the beer pong table but I am grabbed by people "HIP HIP HOORAY" I hear them yell. 'Andy' my mind says. "I think im gonna puke" I tell the unfirmiliar face holding me up. 'liar' my mind says. 'find andy, he wants you to follow him, he is begging for you' I walk out the same way Andy did. I go upstairs the only place people arent allowed to go. I go to him bedroom stumbling and leaning against walls all the way there. I frown when i twist the handle and it doesn't open. 'He locked you out but he really wants you' my brain whispers. I loosely knock on the door and hear it click. I lean against the door frame with a smirk on my face. Andy's soft face appears and I bite my lip. His blue t-shirt and White skinny jeans with rips on the upper thigh. "damn fovvs" I say. "Harvey you should go" he says looking down innocently. "What? why?" i ask kinda offended. "cuz your drunk and should have fun and im sober and upset" he says. "oh fovvs its okay, let's talk" I say. He opens the door more for me to come in. He sits on the end of his bed and I do too. 'refrain from tearing his clothes off' my brain says 'for now...' I shake away the thoughts. "why did you have to say 'and my love'" Andy says looking at me. I smile and say "because i love you, you needed that recognition" I say. He is silent. "jesus christ Andy" I say and stand up throwing my head back and pinching the bridge of my nose in frustration. "what?" he says. "you don't get it" i raise my voice. "get what?!?" he says raising it back. "I FUCKING LOVE YOU ANDY JESUS I FUCKING LOVE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU, DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO FUCKING BREATH WHEN YOU ARE AROUND I JUST WANNA RIP YOUR CLOTHES OFF ALL THE TIME" I shout. Alcohol just brings out the truth i guess. he doesn't say anything. I sit down next to him again. I turn my head and look at him. "Look at me" I say. He still looks down at his shoes. "Look at me" i say a bit more stern. He does and I lean in to kiss him. He quickly stands up and faces away from me. 'WHAT THE FUCK' My brain says. "Andy what the fuck fucking kiss me" I say standing and walking over to him. He stands with his arms crossed not saying anything. I grab his face a bit rough and try to kiss him again. "stop" he says. "I don't want to" he says. "too bad" I say.

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