Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

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Ryes P.O.V

           Andy is being weird now I mean its great that he is so close with Harvey but i have never seen him this excited. I don't want to worry too much i'm sure my jealousy is trying to come out but I won't let it because I know he is mine. I go downstairs pushing it off and i see Andy whispering with Mikey on the couch in the corner. I get a little worried because as soon as he sees me he gets quieter. "What is the game plan for today?" i ask them while making tea at the counter. "Uh maybe we can have a small party tonight since Harv is coming back" Mikey says looking at me and Andy for approval. "sounds good to me" i say. I go and sit on the couch next to Andy and looks at my face while laying his cheek on his knees tucked up to his chest. I put my hand on his back "are you okay? you seem a little off today" i ask. "Yeah im okay" he says. He gets up and leaves the room. "Mikey whats going on with him?" i ask. "i dunno mate" he says. I sip my tea. 

Andys P.O.V

     "Mikey I have an issue" i say sitting next to him on the couch. "whats up" he asks. "You can not tell a single soul" i say cautiously. "i promise" he says smiling. "so you know how me and Harvey used to be like a little thing every time he would come home and I wasn't supposed to tell anyone but i would tell you cause i need someone to tell" i ask. "yes" he says nodding. "well he is coming back today for like a week or two and he has been gone for like four months longer than every before...and i guess that after awhile i got so caught up in my feeling for rye I forgot about my feelings for harvey...it hard to explain but like they werent gone...just set aside...and I alomst slipped up about the kiss to rye and stuff and i still love Harvey...as much as i love rye. I want them both...but i have to choose don't I?" I tell him. "Andy I can see how this is freaky we are always raised up as we can only love one person but Andy that is wrong. have you ever heard of being polyamorous?" he asks me. I shake my head. "Being polyamorous is loving more than one person and wanting to be with more than one person but not like cheating. You want to love them equally and It's considered a sexuality" he explains to me. "mikey..." I say. "yeah?" he replys. "I love Rye and Harvey the exact same way, can i have them both...can i be poly with them?" I ask. "well they would both have to consent and it's tricky because let's say that harvey knew you were dating rye but he said ti was okay if you dated them both but you didn't tell rye that could be considered cheating...If you feel that you want to date them both you would have to sit down with both of them and say something along the lines of how you feel the same way with the both of them and you would be willing to try to date both of them if they are okay with that. A lot of people aren't too educated on this and just think it's a reason to cheat so maybe learn a little bit more about it so that they can understand but if you feel like you need to make a choice if you WANT to make a choice then thats okay and you should follow your heart to that choice but if you think that you might be polly i would take the chance and be true to who you are." mikey informs me. Then rye walks in and asks what the game plan is. Him and mikey exchange some words that i dont focus on trying to work out everything in my mind. soon rye comes and sits down next to me and I look at his face just admiring it while he looks back. He asks if im okay and all i can manage to do right now is say "yeah." I then leave to go upstairs. I shut my door behind me and slide down it. I reach up and turn the lock. I in and out with my eyes closed a couple times trying to calm my nerves from being frazzled. I open them and look around for 5 things i can see, 4 i can touch, 3 i can smell. It helps with the anxiety. I see my guitar, my plants, my neat clothes, my white bottle of nail polish, and my keyboard. I touch my teddy bear, my blankets, my fuzzy pillow, and my wall because it is textured. I smell three different inscents i have. It is calming and i feel okay and my mind is ready to handle this stiuation the best I can.

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Do you think that Harvey and Rye are gonna be okay with sharing Andy or do you think they will want him all to themselves? Will he have to choose someone? Will he choose no one?