Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

remember

Ryes P.O.V 

         I stir awake and Andy is still dead asleep. I get up trying my best not to wake him. I step out of my bedroom yawning and head for the bathroom. I get to it and take a piss. After flushing it down I wash my hands and catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Let's just say it wasn't pretty. i try and fix up my hair a bit and wipe away some of the obvious tiredness on my face. I go downstairs and the sun is shining. I begin making a cup of tea when I look up and see Harvey laying on the couch asleep. Then it all hits me. Memories of what happened last night. My blood begins to boil and I try to wake him up with just my evil stare. "If looks could kill, he'd be dead" I hear a voice say behind me. "oh, I didn't see you" I say turning around seeing Blair. "I know you want to rip his throat out but just wait until we talk to him later." he says. "I just can't believe he did that, I know that alcohol messes people up, ive been there. I just didn't think someone especially him could go that far." I say looking at him again this time with a bit of sympathy. "I know, me either." Theres a bit of silence. "What ya thinking about right now Rye?" he asks. "This makes me angry but I can put that aside if I try but Andy...I just don't know how he is gonna be days, months, years from this." I say. "I mean you should have seen how excited he was just to see Harvey, him and Harvey have always been super close and I just don't want that ruined and I don't want Andy to have any emotional trauma." I say tracing the circle shape of my cup. "Andy is definetly gonna act like he's okay wether he is or not. We can't push anything out of him if he isn't though we can't force him to talk, we just have to let him know that were here day or night." Blair says. "Andy is just so easy to hurt, he's so precious and not weak but...soft. everyone knows that." I say. "If Andy is willing to give him a second chance we all have to be too" he says. "Yeah" I say but it comes out as more of a whisper. I nod to Blair and go back upstairs. 

       I crawl back into my bed and lay down facing Andy. I scan his face focusing on every feature. His hair and how it falls over his forehead so perfectly, His cute little button nose, His dark brown eyebrows, The way his lips are such a soft pink slightly parted little snores escaping. I just sigh acknowledging how precious he is. After a second his eyes flutter open a little and he begins to wake up. He makes eye contact with me and smiles. "goodmorning" He says inncoently. "Gooodmorning" I whisper. Some of his bangs fall infront of his eyes and I move them out of the way. "Can I have a kiss?" He asks. I smile and place a soft kiss on his lips. He kisses back lightly and I melt into the kiss. I mentally coo at his tenderness. We pull away and he looks at me furrowing his eyebrows in confusion. "whats wrong?" I ask. "You were drinking tea" he says. "Yes I was" I say chuckling at his confusion. "Did you bring any back?" He says. "I did." I say and hand it to him from beside me. He sits up and takes a couple drinks. "youre too sweet for a world like this" I say. "I'm okay" he says."How" I ask. "I don't know but I am. at least for now." He says. "I hope you stay okay, if not okay then fantastic" I say smiling. "Me too" he whispers. " we gotta get the day started babe" he says running his thumb along my cheek. "Ugh yeah" I say. We walk into the kitchen and I continue to walk looking at my phone until I bump into someone. I look up confused and see Andy looking across the kitchen to see Harvey asleep still on the couch. I look to see everyone else awake and downstairs now I look back to Andy and I see his anxiety kick in. I notice this thing he does where he touches each finger to his thumb and he starts to breath heavily through his nose. I walk over to him and he doesn't stop looking at Harvey. I grab hid face and turn it towards me. He looks confused like he doesnt know why im grabbing his face and his anxiety has stopped. Not that it ever really stops, he has just stopped panicking. I see him breathe out the breath he was holding in and his body relax. He looks into my eyes like hes begging for help. I wrap my arms around him tightly and whisper only to him "it's okay, im here, youre safe, I love you, im not leaving, youre protected, anything you want right now its yours" In a soothing voice. He just takes deep breaths releasing warm air onto my neck and i realise then how cold I am. "I'm okay" He says. I pull away from the hug and He goes to make some tea. Harvey begins to stir awake and he sits up. Everyone kinda gets quiet remembering the events from last night. Part of me wants to cut open Harv right now but part of me wants to give him a chance to redeem himself. He notices us all kinda looking at him and he gets all awkward and says "uh? goodmorning?" We all awkwardly say goodmorning. "Harvey we need to talk" Blaire says. "okay?" he says still confused. It's then i realise either because of the alcohol or me knocking him out he doesn't remember last night.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------