Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

Always

  Ryes P.O.V

     "Dammit" I whisper putting me fore head against the steering wheel. What did i just do? He looked so scared. I wanted him to understand but maybe that was the wrong way to make him understand. Him and Jack get into the car at the same time. Jack gets in the front and Andy gets in the back, I look at him in the rear-view mirror. He has his chin resting his hand looking out the window. Jack syncs up to the radio and starts playing some music, i sing along and laugh with jack but every time i look back at Andy he is staring out the window hopelessly.  We arrive at Nandos and get our food and a booth. Jack and Andy sit across from each other, they are smiling and laughing. After i get my drink I slide in next to Andy and he suddenly gets kind of uncomfortable looking. We eat and talk and Andy is acting so normal with Jack but not with me. 

Jack's P.O.V

    I notice something is up between Rye and Andy but I don't know what. I need an opportunity to talk to Andy but I don't know how to get rye to leave. Almost as if he read my mind he says "i will be back i have to go use the bathroom." i nod and he walks off.  When he is far enough away i ask Andy "whats going on" "what do you mean?" he replies. "between you and rye, you guys were fine before we left." Andy explains everything to me" I have loved him for so long but i don't know if emotionally i'm ready to be in a relationship with him, i mean i just lost my mom like literally still today." he says putting his hands over his face obviously stressed out. "that definitely must not be easy.  But you need to talk to him" I say. " It will sound so stupid though, how do i tell someone who just basically told me they like me, that i like back, that i cant date them?" he says. "I know that it seems kind of dumb but you have to do it, i mean you do live with him" i say giving a weak smile. He laughs a little and rye comes back he sits down and begins to tell us how there was a line for every stall and after 7 minuted of waiting he decided to give up. Andy smiles while looking down trying to hide it but rye catches, i can see Rye's eyes light up. I know he loves Andy, he always has. That smile was a small victory for rye, i know he is really trying.

Andys P.O.V

      Talking to Jack mad me feel so much better. He was right though i do need to talk to rye, because i DO live with him. We all finish our food and when we leave I check my phone and find out it is 1:30 in the morning. We get in the car and start to head back to the house. I feel myself begin to feel myself drift off as the ruble of the tires against the pavement soothes my mind. I try to stay awake but my eyelids just get heavier and heavier. 

Ryes P.O.V

      We get back to the house and Jack looks to the backseat and says "Andy is asleep want me to wake him up?" " no that's okay, you can go to bed ill get him, he nods and retreats into the house. I open the back door and pick up Andy he wakes up a little and wraps his arms around my neck and lays his head on my chest and falls right back into his deep sleep. I carry him through the house, and into my room I make us a bed underneath where my loft bed is and lay him down. I put on a sweatshirt and some joggers and lay down next to him but keep my distance not to cuddle him or anything. I don't want to make him mad. I pull the blanket over us and he rolls over on his side facing me his eyes fluttering open. I make eye contact with him, and I get nervous he is going to freak out for everything and how he is in my room and not his. He just gets closer to me and puts his head on my chest and puts his arm over my stomach. He looks up at me with his deep blue eyes that I adore so fucking much. He pushes himself upwards and kisses me so delicately, "that's how I meant it" he says. and returns to having his head on my chest. " I-I just dont know if I can date right now i don;'t think im emotionally ready, I just lost my mom." he says and i feel a wetness on my skin, i realize he is crying and his tears are soaking through the fabric of my champion sweatshirt. " It's okay, just don't shut me out, I still will be here and take care of you through this, you're the love of my life and i'm not ever going to force you into anything." I say and kiss the top of his head. I run my hand down his arm and feel goosebumps. "are you cold dear?" i ask. "a little" he says. I sit up and he looks confused. I take off my sweatshirt and hand it to him. " you don't have to do that " he says. "it's okay i'm sweating" i say with a smile. He takes it and puts it on and it's bigger on him. I smile and move some of his hair out of his eyes. " Andy im always going to be here, day or night. if you ever need me you come get me, i will give you everything you need because you mean so much to me and your happiness is all that matters okay?" i say cupping his cheeks. a tear falls from his crystal eyes and I wipe it away with my thumb. " I love you fovvs" i say as we lay back down facing each other his small figure curled into my muscular one. "i love you too" he whispers.

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Hi! I figured that an authors note was due at this point! Thank you to everyone who has read to this point! i know that some parts are kind of torturous but you made it here! Well I just wanted to stop and say hello. I love you guys and I hope you continue reading and enjoying and give me tips please, point out spelling errors so i can fix them please lol. xoxo- katie