Rye's P.O.V
Andrew Robert Fowler. Such a tease. I love him. But i had to give him a taste of his own medicine. I'm not saying it wasn't difficult to just stop especially when he wanted it. He smelled so good, like warm honey and his skin was so soft, like the way you would imagine clouds to feel. The way he tasted though, he tasted sweet but bitter at the same time i never wanted my mouth to leave his body but now i know how vulnerable he is. Part of me feels bad for doing what I did. I am in the kitchen making lunch when he comes in and ignores me completely, i wasn't expecting this, i don't know what i was expecting but it wasn't this. "do you want some tea?" i ask him. No response "what about some food? I cut up some carrots." i asked. i didnt like this one bit. It made me feel like a bad person but i was just having fun. He sits on the couch and I sit next to him, he is just casually scrolling through instagram. "im sorry." i say and yet again no response. We continue like this for an hour. "please talk to me?" i say begging because I hate being ignored. "okay this is going to sound really dumb and you might hit me because i mostly know...but whats wrong?" then he looks up at me with irritation in his eyes. "You just left me there." he said plainly. " im sorry i led you on but you asked for it." i say. Once i hear the words come out of my mouth i know that what i said was wrong. "i asked for it? i didnt ask for you to just leave me there. I didnt ask for you to shove me against a wall, I don't think you realise it do you ryan?" he finishes. Ryan? i hate when he calls me that because that means he is truly mad at me. "I'm sorry but no, i dont so please explain it to me" i plead with him. " I've never done something like that, letting you do that to me was important, you know how i feel about myself and when you just got up out of no where i kept thinking that was just a way out of it for you. because you decided you didnt want to follow through" he says. " i know that a lot of it is my own thinking but you know how my mind works, and i know that you know because of all our late night talks about who we are." he finishes. I feel like such a dick. He is right i know how his mind works and how he thinks and i didn't even think about the consequences. " I am so sorry, youre right, i wasnt thinking of you and i should have been. I dont think you were ready anyway though, youre so delicate, so fragile, and i love you that way" i say and cup his cheek.
Andy's P.O.V
" i know" i say with a sigh and look down. "Listen i know i don't particularly HAVE you, but I never wanna lose you" I say. "You will have me in time. when you're ready, and don't worry about losing me. That's close to impossible." Rye says with a smile. i chuckle a little bit. The curve of his lips are so cute and I want his lips to become soft all over again and be against mine but I just can't. I feel a tear go down my cheek and i don't know why. I wasn't sad enough to cry, i don't really feel anything right now. Just kind of like this empty feeling in my gut. " Andy, whats wrong? what do you need?" Rye asks. I look at him. "just a hug" i say. Quickly he wraps me in his arms and I just feel like i fit so perfectly. "I got you" Rye says. I feel it, I truly feel like he has me and he will never let go. I love him so much. "soon" I say. "What?" he asks his eyebrows furrowing and his face scrunching up. "im going to be ready soon, but promise me that you will be here when I am." I smile weakly. "Forever and always" he says with a smile.
Rye's P.O.V
It's nice to finally know what was wrong with Andy. I obviously knew the premises of what had happened because i caused it but i didn't understand why it was a big deal to him, i know now though and that's something im going to learn from. I go and make Andy and I some tea and I hear brooklyn enter the house. He yells "OH LOVELY BOYFRIENDS WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!" Me and Andy look at each other confused. He finds us standing side by side in the kitchen and wraps his arm around us both and kisses each of us on the cheek. Soon Mikey and Jack arrive in the kitchen and Jack sets down some bags of groceries and pinches the bridge of his nose sighing. "He has been calling everyone his boyfriend today to try and make me jealous because i said on the live that we werent actually dating" Jack explains looking irritated. " NOOOO." Brooklyn starts, " i understand that because we dont want the fans knowing, but afterwards you wouldnt show me any affection." He finishes. " I KISSED YOU FIVE TIMES ON THE WAY BACK HERE YOU IMBISUL" Jack says. Me and Andy just laugh and Mikey says " ive been dealing with this all day" rye pats him on the back and says "i think weve all been there mike." " Jack only kissed me because i made him" brook interects. "WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?" Jack asks. "That you dont love meee" brook exclaims crossing his arms over his chest. Jack throws his hands in the air and goes to the conservatory brooklyn following behind.
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