Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

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Andys P.O.V

       I'm laying in my bed blaring music and writing down everything in my journal. suddenly someone knocks on my door and i slide my journal under my bed and turn  down my music. I open the door to see brook. "Hey" i greet him with a smile and open the door a little bit wider so he can come in. He enters and he is smiling uncontrollably. "I have something amazing to tell you Andy but please dont be grossed out?" he says happily. "i will try my best" i say with a chuckle. "me and jack did it" he says and squeaks a little it and when i didn't think it was possible his smile got wider. "oh my god did you really?" i ask shocked. "yess" he says. "how was it?" i say in a weird voice raising my eyebrows. "really good" he says. "im so happy for you" i say and then. he laughs and puts his face in his hands and spins a circle excitedly. Then i see it. "Brook have you looked in the mirror since you done it?" i ask him. "no why?" he says kinda frowning but also looking confused. "umm...Here just let me take a picture." i say and pull out my phone i take a pic of his neck and show him. His jaw drops at the sight of the darkest deepest purple hickey ever. "That bitch" he says. I laugh and watch him leave my room in disbelief going to chew out jack for it. I hear screaming and laughter about two minutes later and laugh to myself. I check to see what time it is and I notice it's 3:30. I must have woke up with rye around noon. I decided to do some research on being polly and I think that its probably what I am because i relate to everything. I go downstairs and I see everyone down there. I smile at rye and go stand in front of him. I lace both of his hand with mine. "hey cutie" he says and i bite my lip. "don't do that" he says shaking his head and rolling his eyes. "do what?" i say innocently pretending not to know. "I hate you" he says laughing a little bit and i scoff and go to leave but he quickly grabs my wrist and pulls me back. I look at him a little shocked. He holds me close and smiles. "I love you" i say "I love you too." "i love you more." "not possible." "anythings possible" i say with a smile. "just shut up and kiss me you dork" he says. I press my lips against his softly and he pulls away and looks at me disappointed. "what?" I say looking up at him. "Kiss me harder" he says. I bite my lip a little bit and say "not here." "fine" he pulls my out of our back door and none of the boys notice because they are too busy goofing off. He quickly slams his lips onto mine and fights my tongue for dominance. He wins and then his hands begin to roam. They reach my ass and he squeezes it and i whimper into the kiss. I feel my pants tighten a lot. He then pull away with my bottom lip between his teeth letting it go with a 'pop' sound. He smirks at me and says "glad to know how easily excited you are" and walks back inside. I quickly run to the nearest bathroom in the house covering my obvious erection. I begin to take care of it and a small moan comes out "rye" i whisper. Soon the door opens and I try to hide myself not knowing who it is then i see it is rye and relax a little. "what are you doing in here" i say. "you have been in here for 15 minutes i know you are struggling I came to help" he says. "its fine." i say and he ignores me getting on his knees. He moves my hands away and takes me into his mouth. I let out a little "uh." his mouth is so warm and he does this thing with his tounge that drives me crazy. I put my hand in his hair and pull it a little he moans sending vibrations through my cock and i say "do that again" he does and I lose it. I cum into his mouth and he looks up at me as he swallows it. He then stands up and winks at me before leaving. I pull my pants back up and wash my hands. When i get back out i hear a bunch of commotion and realize its Harvey...hes here. I exit and go find him im excited to see him. "HARVEY" I shout and runs towards him. "ANDY" he says and catches me in his arms. "aghh how have you been fovvs?" he asks. "I've been great how are you?" i ask. "I've been really fucking good, missed you guys like crazy though" he says putting me down. Rye comes and does some sort of handshake and then pull eachother into a hug. He greets everyone else with hugs then Blair and ginger walk through the door and greet us all with hugs. Ginger comes to me first smiling with arms open for an embrace. "How have you been holding up kiddo?" she asks. Ginger is Blairs girlfriend but I always talk to her about my problems because everyone else in my life except for my mum are guys and i have to say that female advice is so much better than guy advice. "I've been alright" i say smiling. She pushes some bangs out of my eyes and says "how are you and lover boy?" raising her eyebrows. "really good." i say smiling uncontrollably. "PARTY TONIGHHHHTT" I hear Rye yell. Everyone hoots and hollars. We work on getting the word out to friends about the party and of course rye goes and gets A lot of alcohol with Mikey and Jack. Blair and Ginger go to the store to get some party food and take Brooklyn because he would have nothing else to do. So now it's just me and Harvey to clean up the house and set of some stuff like speakers for music and the beer pong table. Suddenly I'm really nervous because we are alone. "Hey" says smiling at me sweetly. "hey" I say stepping off the last step of the stairs with a bunch of chords in my hand for the speakers. "Rye huh?" he says smiling. I instantly look up from the tangles mess in my hands. "how did you find out?" i ask. "We have the same manager who i've been pretty much side by side with for the past six months." he says with a laugh. "huh...guess i didn't think he would tell" i say. "Did you not want me to know?" he says looking kinda hurt. "no, I just thought you would be upset," i say and he takes the chords out of my hand. "Didn't say I wasn't" he says trying to untangle them.  "I'm sorry" I mutter and sit down on the steps. "I knew it was going to happen fovvs" he says. "i just thought those times meant something to you" he says. I feel my stomach get butterflies as I remember all the times we would sneak eachother into secret rooms and share quick kisses. "Th-they did." i say. "Andy, you don't have to lie. If you love him there's nothing I can do about it" he says getting frustrated with the chords and throwing them down. I pick them back up and after all of this he finally makes eye contact with me. "why do you do that" he says. "do what?" i ask. "whenever i get frustrated with something and give up, you try to solve it" he says. "I want to help" I say. "Youre making this so fucking difficult Andy" He says sliding down the wall behind him. "making what difficult" i ask and slide down next to him. He puts his head up and i see tears welling in his eyes and he says "Not loving you." I don't say anything  i just stare into his eyes. He leans in to me and...

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