Sick ( A Randy Fanficton)

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Andy's P.O.V

       I smile to myself thinking of everything thats happened. The water rushes down my body as I rinse off. I drop the bottle of body wash and go to pick it up but as a I bend over I feel a sharp pain in my ass. I hiss in pain and stand back up putting the bottle back. I wash up my hair and get out brushing through the knots. I hear a knock on the door and open it a bit hiding my body behind the door. "Hey uh... do you think i could use the bathroom for a sec?" jack asks me blushing and embarassed. "yeah just a second" I say. I close the door and wrap a towel around my body. I am puzzled as to why jack was so embarassed looking then it hits me. He was probably awake, he probably heard us. I feel so bad now. I open the door with the towel wrapped around my waist and he nodded as a thank you and began to shut the door. "hey jack wait a second" i say and he opens the door a little bit so i can talk to him. "yeah?" he asks me. "how long have you been awake?" i say. Instantly his face gets red and he scratches the back of his head. "I know...i heard" he says. Answering my question without me asking. "oh" i say kind of embarassed but its also halarious.  I walk away and he shuts the door. I walk into the bedroom to see rye on his phone and all my bedding stripped down and new ones on. "sooo" i say trying not to smile. "what?" he says really confused. "jack heard everything" i say and start laughing. "oh my god really?" his eyebrows raise a lot. "yeah you should have seen his face it was priceless!" i say on the verge of tears. "thats amazing." rye states calming down his laughter. I put on pajamas and laid down on the bed with rye spreading out like a starfish. "you sore yet?" he asks me with a smirk on his face. "A little, it just burns every now and then" i say with a little blush putting my sleeves over my mouth. "why you seem so shy?" he asks smiling. "i don't know" i say shrinking a little. "i find it so funny?" he says staring at the ceiling. " find what funny?" i ask him frowning a little bit. "That you werent shy when we were having sex" he replies just smirking like no other. "oh" i say with a bit of a small voice. "do you not like me shy?" i ask. he looks at me confused and guilty. "what? no. i like you being shy, i love you the way you are baby" i smile at what he says, "what time is it?" i ask genuinely curious. He grabs my phone from beside the bed and sees my lockscreen and awes. "it's 3:05 in the morning. "really?? Oh my god" I say. "It doesn't feel like it" he says. "i know" i reply. we are both on our back now satring at the ceiling. "do you think we are gonna last" i ask.

Ryes P.O.V

    "I think so, but Andy..." i say kind of trailing off. "yeah?" he says turning to look my in my eyes. "Things aren't ever going to be perfect forever, we are going to fight but you have to promise me that when problems do come we do everything in our power to resolve them before leaving okay?" i say nearly with tears in my eyes. He doesn't really understand why though and i know that. I don't know if i am even ready to tell him why. It was because of my ex girlfriend, Andreia, things ended so badly that she made think love was all fake and terrible, that is why i took such caution with Andy but i couldn't help falling in love with him. We fought about everything, money, life, my family her family, she cheated on me multiple time but i always forgave her because i thought that i loved her. She ruined me. Her words still echo through my head, notions of, you're ugly, work out, you're too fat, don't eat that, that's why i'm the only one you will ever be with, no one will ever love you.  

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Ryes P.O.V   *4 years ago*

"Andrea! Wait! Please, let's just talk about this" i said through the apartment door she had pushed me out of. I had walked in on her fucking some random guy. "why you're just gonna leave" she shouted back. "I promise I won't leave" i said resting my forehead against the door. Then I hear a click and slowly twist the handle to see her sitting on the couch. I sit next to her and lay my hand on her back. "baby, it's okay, i forgive you." Then with fury in her eyes she snaps her head up to connect her eyes with me. " YOU forgive ME?" She yells. "sorry?" i say as more of a question being completely confused. " The only reason I fucked him is because your ugly and worthless and I can't fuck you because your repulsive" she stands and is waving her arms as she speaks. The back of my mind keeps telling me that this isn't what a relationship is supposed to be like, but the majority of me says that its been two years and we have good moments and she the love of my life so i need to stick by her through this. It still hurts though, to hear my love talk about me like that, I find her absolutely beautiful she has the darkest brown hair ive ever seen that isn't black and also bright blue eyes that are hard to look at. She is no bigger than a size medium and has perfect teeth with a laugh that you can recognize in a crowd.

    "Youre right, im sorry baby" I say calmly hoping that my serenity will calm her down. " I will try to be better, i will. what do you want me to do?" i say she stares at the floor and just swallows. "I will do anything?" i say pleading. "anything?" she asks "if it means i get to keep you, yes i will do anything" i say. She grabs my hand and pulls my into the bathroom and takes out this pencil thing from her makeup bag and draws things all over me. A line on my nose "I want the bump your nose has to be gone and it to be smaller" she says. I nod. She strips off my shirt and draws on my biceps "go to the gym, make them bigger" she says. I nod again. with each imperfection she marks I want to cry a little bit more. She pulls the hem of my pants down a little bit and draws a v-line and abs. "also I want you to have these" she looks up at me and I nod. tears welling in my eyes. "close your eyes" she says. I do as told and she draws an 'x' on each eye lid. "I want you to wear contacts everyday, blue ones, bright blue" I nod and feel a tear fall from my shut eye. "why are you crying?" she says not concerned, more annoyed. "I'm just happy that i get to keep you and make you happy" i say smiling. "Once you do all of this, ryan i will love you forever" she says smiling at me like i'm a lost cause

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