Anonymous lover (Phan)

Chapter 4: Friendly chat with Phil

A/N: 

Well hello again! I nealry forgot about it being Tuesday...oops. Anyway I'm not sure if I like this chapter or  not, but I'll leave you to judge me on it!

(Dan's Pov:)

I click the reply button and begin the message...

 *Gasp* I'm deeply offended! D: I no longer want to speak with you...I'm that hurt...jk xP Awe yay! I'm glad you share my love for everything (and my opinions on Matt Bellamy of course) and Muse is my favourite band too! What's your favourite album/song? I know impossible question. Me? Awesome? Pfft...no... you on the other hand... ;) And of course I'll be friends with you! You're officially my favourite person currently on the internet (although you are the only one...but still). I thought you wouldn't want to carry on speaking to me! c: <3

 I yet again read over my message, just to check that I don't sound too creepy or stupid. And send it off, no regret this time whatsoever...maybe...just a little. I hope he'll still reply back to me again.

I refresh the page, then notice that I have a bunch of liked posts and reblogs. Weird. Usually no one ever notices the things I post. I decide to go onto 'activity' just to check out who it was and maybe follow them. A small part of me hoped it would be Phil, since he claims to 'love my blog' filled with dorky things and bands.

I go 'activity',  seeing that they're all from a guy called AmazingPhil. Hmm. So the anonymous Phil has revealed himself...kinda. Along with a follow and a bunch of likes and reblogs of my different gifs that I made. I mean...I have nothing better to do than, mindlessly browsing Tumblr and reading so it kept me occupied...for a short time at least.

It  occurred to me that I hadn't even seen Phil's blog yet. Shouldn't I have done this before talking to him? Oh well I'll just do it now I guess.

I click onto 'AmazingPhil's' name, since I'm convinced it's actually him... well I hope so anyway. As the page loads I suddenly see one of my gifs that I made, on his wall and smile a little. At least someone appreciates me, a bit. I then scroll down to be met with a million gifs and photo sets of literally EVERYTHING I love and fan boy over. Yuup this is definitely the Phil I'm talking about and man he was totally right about having the same interests! Except the occasional Buffy gifs that I scrolled past. I did like the show, but I kinda stopped halfway through season 1, then I might have forgotten about it...oops.

Okay this Phil guy is even more awesome than I previously thought. Only then did I realize that I was kinda stalking his blog. I shrug to myself. Might as well get to learn what he likes as well, which just happens to be everything that I love!

Man if we ever met, we'd have a shit load of stuff to talk about. Ha, like that'd happen. Why would he even want to meet me anyway? Even if he had the chance to, I don't think he would.

I'm just a lonely loser with one friend. Who I'm convinced was actually forced to make friends  and hang out with me in nursery, by his mum. But Chris says otherwise, just to save me the hurt. But I know the truth of course. Though he still is friends with me... he could have just left me. Yet he stayed with irrelevant me, the fag of the school. So I guess he must at least like me a bit?

Unless he just wants to make his mum happy..? No stop thinking about this! Chris has been your friend for years and he's your ONLY friend, don't push him away...

I sigh to myself. Why did I have to ruin my good mood? I then look up to my laptop screen and see the little red box with a one in it above the mail sign. It makes my mood lift a little and smile. Already? He really must want to talk to me.