Anonymous lover (Phan)

Chapter 2: Waiting for a reply...

*mario voice* letsa go! 

(Dan's Pov:)

I sat there staring at the screen in utter confusion. Why would this Phil guy want to talk to ME?! I'm a nobody, who no one cares about or even likes for that matter! What if he starts talking to me and instantly hates me? What do I even say back?! I don't want to sound creepy or annoying... ugh think Dan!

No, I'm not gonna pussy outta this when someone has actually tried to talk to me. They don't exactly know me, so what am I worrying about? I should just say 'hi' and try to at least have a decent conversation with him. Maybe we could be friends...or not. Once they get to know me he probably won't speak to me again, so I might as well give it a shot...right? Plus he says that we have a lot of the in common so it shouldn't be too hard to have a decent conversation. Also Phil seems nice enough. Having someone besides Chris to talk to about different animes we love and Patrick Stump would be great.  So he can't be that bad... can he? If this works out, I'll find out. Couldn't hurt to try at least. 

 I look down at my keyboard pondering on my reply should be. 

C'mon Dan you can do it, finger to keyboard...work with me now! Practise your socialising skills! Or... well...lack of them anyway... BUT SHHH HE DOESN'T NEED TO KNOW YOU'RE A SOCIALLY AWKWARD INTROVERTED WEIRDO! AREN'T WE ALL? ....no don't answer that actually... If you don't like it or manage to freak the guy out then no biggie... sorta? I mean... that was your shot at making friends that aren't even in front of you... but I guess you can just afford to throw away your chance at making friends all the time huh? HELL TO THE NOOOPE YOU CAN'T, AND YOU KNOW IT!! As our dear friend Shia Labeouf once said in the good ol times of 2015... DO IT, JUST DO IT!!! DON'T LET YOUR DREAM BE DREAMS! Yesterday you said tomorrow...SO JUST DO IT, MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!! Some people dream of success, while you're gonna wake up and work hard at it. Nothing is impossible... you should get to the point where anyone else would quit and you're not going to stop there. NO! What are you waiting for?! DO IT! JUST DO IT! YES YOU CAN! JUST DO IT! If you're tired of starting over, stop giving up. 

Just...wow...see what I mean? Nothing better than a two sided conversation, with specially added full on motivational speech with it to prove to people you aren't a total skitzophrenic... aha... I'll just stop now...yuuuup...

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After many failed attempts at trying not to sound like the freak I am, I finally get somewhere.

Send to anonymous:

Heey Phil! :) Of course we can chat if you still want to? And thanks man it's just the silly things that I love like anime and bands that I reblog. So you like Pokémon too I'm guessing? It's cool that we seem to have things in common. What's your favourite band? Also... you're stalking me?  O.o I didn't think I'd be a very interesting person to stalk tbh XD

After re-reading the message I had typed out again and again, finally thinking it wasn't too much and looked okay. I sent it...

Instantly regretting it. Maybe he was just joking when he said he was stalking me and I took it a bit too seriously! Okay now I look stupid. But I said it in a jokey way..?! But what if he doesn't see it like that? No I'm sure it'll be fine, I'm just worrying over nothing. I don't even know the guy! Why should I care so much on what I send back to him or his opinion on me? I don't care...kinda. I just want to make a good first impression and not sound like a total weirdo. I wonder if he even replies..?

I might as well text Chris while I wait for Phil to reply. Ha I say that as if he'll actually reply to me. Wait why am I even waiting for him to? I've probably scared him away from being too forward.