Anonymous lover (Phan)

Chapter 10: Getting something special

(Phil's Pov:)

The weekend seemed to just drag on and onnnn, all I wanted was for Monday to just roll around so I could get to see Dan already! Gah, I'm a nervous wreck but the excitement of me finally meeting him gets the better of me and I finally begin to relax again. Well, as much as I can anyway. I know it's only Sunday, so one more day left! I just have to chill a lil or I'll probably scare the guy and he'll just think I'm a freak and won't want to see me again...I don't wanna think of that...esh that just makes me sad! Stop thinking of it! Okay...gone? Yuup..! 

Lying on my bed I think of all the things we could finally do together which we said we'd either do when we meet before or had wanted to. Cinema, meals out, theme parks! But in all honestly, I'm not too fond of being outside my house... or bedroom for that matter cuz like...there's people and stuff and me and people don't go...like...at all. But to me nothing beats netflix with pizza, ice cream and cuddling. Well... I've never cuddled someone before but my family so I'm not too sure what that's like but if it's with Dan then I don't care if I don't enjoy it much. If it makes him happy then I'll do it as much or as little as he likes. 

I was thinking of going out today and actually getting him something... what would he like though..? OH! Pokemon! Yeah! Cuz cuz then it's all cute and stuff! And I have a load of money saved up cuz I rarely go out and even when I do it's usually because there's no food in the house. There's a chippy down the road from where I live, next to the newsagents. I've known the owners of both shops since I learned how to speak and I often get a free cone of chips and a can of Dr Pepper from the newsagents which is nice of them and pretty cool because then I save even more of my money. Just for Dan!

 I hope he'll let me and actually accept my gift because of what I've learned from speaking to him, is that we both hate people buying us stuff and would just prefer not to have it in the first place. But I guess the thought counts right? Not the price. Though saying that I'd feel the same way if someone got me something and I had nothing for them in return and then it gets awkward and gah... not a good situation to be in. Regardless... I shall still go and get him something... a token of my affection as it were.

Jumping up from my bed I quickly grab a towel and hop into the shower real quick and get washed and brushed so I look slightly presentable...sorta?

I walk to my wardrobe of everything I fanboy over on clothing...not including Dan...unfortunately... I then randomly happen to grab a black Muse shirt and black skinny jeans and of course a comfy purple gengar hoodie cuz they're cozy and England's weather is completely unpredictable. One minute is sunny the next it's a tsunami of rain then sunny again oh and then thunder rainbow storms, thats all fun...when I'm at home anyway. 

There's something about the darkened skies and listening to the rain hitting the window that just relaxes me. I'm not quite sure why. Maybe it's the sight of water coming down from nowhere, materialising out of thin air a few miles above me, it might be the sound, the steady drip, drip , drip of the rain as it falls in sheets and sprinkles changing everything around it, turning the tarmac dark grey, almost black. Whatever it is...it's my favorite type of weather accompanied with thunder storms of course.

Shaking my head out of thought I begin to get changed quickly, glancing in the mirror to ruffle my hair a bit, still curly from not being straightened but that doesn't matter right now! I need to get to the shops before they close! I already slept in till 12pm and the shops close way earlier on Sundays. I hope I'm not too late... or Dan will never get his present!!

I sprint downstairs and pass my dad on the way down who's carrying a huge basket of washing and I nearly knock him over in the process.

'Woooahwoah Phil, be careful! Where are so keen to get to on a Sunday?! Ooo is it your lovers wink wink'