Goth Queen||Lil Peep

Chapter 13: Die

Tuesday
October 8 2015
6:47 AM
Jaden's POV

"Dad! I'm leaving!" I called out and was about to leave.

"You gonna get me a hug or no? Cause I don't think you want a replay of yesterday." He said.

"Ok." I walked up the stairs and cried. He slowly embraced me.

"I love you. It's just when you argue, I lose it. That's why I hurt you maybe if you didn't argue so much, I wouldn't have done that." He shrugged.

"I hate you." I cried even harder. He slapped me.

"Leave, bitch." He gave me the dirtiest look. I just left. Since Gus's house is on the way to school, I saw him. Well he saw me. But my hood was on so no one could see my really badly cut face and bruised eye.

"Hey, boo." Gus hugged me. But I didn't hug back. "What's gotten into you?"

"Gus, I'm not in the mood." I said trying to fight the urge of breaking down, right here right now.

"See! You ain't even call me peepers, peep, daddy, lil peep. When you do call me Gus, it's when we're having sex so you're more screaming it." He said.

"I gotta go." I walked faster than him and got to school ten minutes before he did.

"Ok, boo. Gonna let me see your gorgeous face?" He asked and sat down next to me. I buried my head into his shoulder and just hid my face. "What's wrong baby girl?"

"I'm so ashamed." I whispered.

"Why? You got no reason to unless you and another dude be banging." He chuckled.

"No. That's not it. Just my face." I whispered.

"Uh what's wrong?" He asked. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the washroom. I took my hood off and his face dropped.

"Don't tell anyone please." I begged.

"What happened?" He hugged me as tight as possible.

"You can't tell anyone." I sighed.

"I won't. Promise." He said.

"So when it was Friday, I argued with my dad and he put my pillow over me then suffocated me. Then yesterday morning, when I had the bruise and gash, it was actually because he grabbed me by the neck and pushed me on the table. After school when I was late, you know after we got stoned, I went home and he asked for a hug. I didn't want to because yesterday morning, it all started cause I refused to give him a hug and when I did hug him, he did that. So I said no. We argued and he snapped. He grabbed my head and threw me into my glass mirror making glass scratch me." I explained.

"Jade, this isn't right. You need to call someone. Tell someone." He said.

"No because it isn't his fault I got in his nerves. I argued with him. If I listened, it wouldn't have happened." I sighed.

"Jade, stop. This is bad!" He yelled.

"I'll fuck you if you make me not tell." I begged.

"No, Jade you can't bribe me with sex." He said as I started making out with his neck, receiving groans from him. "Maybe you can."

"Glad I could change your mind." I smiled against his neck. We started right away. But then the lock to the door unlocked and it opened. It was our Math teacher because I guess there was a long line of people who had to use the washroom so they asked her to unlock it. Me and my teacher screamed and Gus just cursed under this breath. It was really bad because if my dad finds out, I'll get murdered. Maybe even literally.

"Oh god, that scared me. Luckily my mom won't really care if she finds out." He said and got his clothes back down.

"Yep well lucky you, cause my dad will." I cried and put my shirt and shorts on.

"Hey well, blames on you cause it was your idea." He shrugged.

Knock

"Gustav and Jade! You better get out here right now!" My teacher yelled.

"Will do mam! Let me get all my shit on first!" He yelled.

"You think, I fucking care if the blames on me?! Either way, I'm dead since I still did it and consented! Blame is the last thing I'm fucking worried about right fucking now!" I screamed and cried.

"Hey, hey, hey. I'm sorry." He whispered and passed me some xanex which help with anxiety. "I'll help you get through this, boo."

"You two are going to the office!" The teacher yelled as we walked out. We walked hand in hand behind the teacher to the office. Then it hit me. Shit, I might actually die considering what I've been through these past couple days.