Goth Queen||Lil Peep

Chapter 22: Emotional

Thursday
October 10 2015
4:56 AM
Jaden's POV

"Uh there's two people who wanna see you." Another officer told me.

"Send them in. I'm done with questions anyways." She lifted up her notepad to show him the notes.

"Ok, come in."

"Jade?" Gus ran in here, in sheer panic.

"Gus!" I smiled.

"Oh my god, Jaden!" He hugged me and smiled.

"Are you crying?" I asked.

"Yea I was-" He couldn't even say a full sentence without sobbing.

"Hey, hey, hey. Take it easy. It's ok. Shh." I rubbed his back. Doctors checked me out and got every glass out of my face. They prescribed me with pain killers. On the way back, Gus was still sobbing.

Gus's House

"Hey Gus?" I knocked on the washroom door since he's been in there for twenty or so minutes.

"Yea?" He sniffled.

"Uh, you ok?" I asked. He opened the door and he was just there, crying.

"Oh, peepers." I hugged him.

"I'm so emotional. I just-" He stopped and took a deep breath. I guided him into the bed and sat him down. "It's just, this could've been avoided. If I didn't listen to you and I called the cops, then you'd be fine. So would your dad."

"Hey, Peep? Don't blame it on yourself. It's not your fault at all." I wiped away the tears.

"What if you died?" He cried even harder. "It would have been all my fault."

"No. Stop. Don't say 'what if'. There is no 'what if'. I'm fine and that's all that matters." I smiled weakly an laid his head on my chest. His breaths were heavy. I could tell he was having a panic attack.

"I love you."

"I love you too, Gus." I played with his hair to calm him down. When I looked down at him, I saw him asleep with a smile on his face. "Night, my peepers." I whispered and drifted off to sleep.

12:00 PM

When I woke up, Gus was still fast asleep. He was adorable when he was asleep. So peaceful and calm. When I checked the day, I realized we only have a little bit until our suspension vacation is over. Not a little bit but not a lot. In between. And already, it's sucked ass. I know I need therapy so I started to look into therapists that could help with all of this. But that's when Gus's mom walked in.

"I see Peep is still asleep." She chuckled.

"Yea. He sleeps in late." I yawned and rubbed my eyes.

"I know. It's already 12 in the afternoon. I'm gonna start to make breakfast." She informed. "How are you feeling? You need pain killers?"

"No thank you. I'm good. But I have a doctor's appointment at 2:00 PM tomorrow." I sighed.

"Oh. Want me to take you?" She asked.

"Well I was gonna have Gus take me." I shrugged.

"Oh, that's ok. Well I'll let you know when breakfast is ready. This time, I'll knock." She laughed a bit, referring to that one time she walked in on us.

"Good." I chuckled. She left and I looked at a still sleeping Gus. "Peepers."

"Mmmm." He groaned and shifted his sleeping position. I started to kiss his neck and laid on him as if I was about to ride him. "Well that's a way to wake up. An amazing way."

"Glad you liked it. But you have to get up. It's 12." I smiled.

"Barely? Night!" He smiled.

"Uh, no. You're gonna stay up." I chuckled. "Maybe I'll give you a great later if you get up."

"Oh. I'd love that. Why not now? You're in the position to ride me. So might as well."

"Yea and I feel someone is excited." I smirked and rubbed against him receiving groans.

"Not excited. Just, turned on." He kissed me.

"Your mom is making breakfast for us." I got off him.

"Can't I just eat you for my breakfast?" He begged.

"What would I eat?" I asked.

"My dick." He smirked.

"That won't fill me up." I shrugged.

"Are you indicating I'm small?" He looked slightly offended.

"If you were small, you wouldn't make me scream your name." I smirked and kissed his cheek.