Goth Queen||Lil Peep

Chapter 28: My Goth Queen

Thursday
January 26 2016
4:47 AM
Jaden's POV

I woke up early and ran to the washroom. I threw up and right after, I brushed my teeth. I've been throwing up everyday for around the past four months. Ever since me and Gus had sex for the first time. I'm kinda worried that I'm pregnant. So I stopped smoking weed for a little while until I had enough money to buy a pregnancy test. I had a feeling this baby was gonna be messed up if I was because of how much weed I've smoked with it. When I finally got the money and the balls to buy one and take it, I bought it. Gus was asleep and I just took five of them. I bought ten. I'm paranoid. And I gotta be one hundred percent sure. When I took all five, they came up as positive. Instantly I started to cry. I took the rest and those too came up as positive.

"Peep." I whispered to wake him up.

"What, boo?" He asked.

"Look." I gave him all ten tests.

"Oh my god. Is this real?" He asked.

"Yea. It says I'm three and a half months pregnant." I cried. He hugged me tight.

"What are we supposed to do?" He asked, sounding stressed.

"I'm not gonna kill it. There is no way I will." I cried even more at the thought of that.

"No, no. I don't want you too. But we might have to consider adoption." He sighed and rubbed my arm.

"No. I could never do that." I sighed.

"Yea but my mom can barely take care of the both of us. Now another human being?" He kissed my forehead.

"You're right. But I'm gonna drop out and get a job." I said.

"I'm gonna do that too. But I'll go to online school." He smiled weakly when I looked up at him.

"How do you seem so calm?" I asked.

"I'm low key freaking out. But on the inside so that you don't freak out even more. Trust me, I won't leave you and this baby." He hugged me tighter.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you too." He smiled.

"How exactly are we supposed to tell your mom?" I asked.

"Just say, 'Mama, you're gonna be a grandmama." He chuckled.

"Yea. But you think she'll be mad?" I sighed.

"Nah. She always tells me she wants grandbabies. She wants us to produce other human beings." He laughed.

"Well that's what we did. Except, it's still in my stomach. You know, when we go to the doctor, we'll find out the gender. What do you want?" I asked.

"Eh. Doesn't matter." He shrugged.

"I want a boy. I'll name him Gustav. After the cutest, nicest, sweetest, funniest man I know. But if it's a girl, I'll name her Danielle." I kissed his cheek softly.

"Aw. I love you." He hugged me.

"I know." I chuckled.

"Hey Gus?" I asked him quietly.

"Yes, boo?" He whispered.

"Out of everyone we go to school with and everyone in the world, why do you like me?" I asked, nervous for the response.

"Because you're a goth queen. You're my goth queen." He kissed me.