Goth Queen||Lil Peep

Chapter 25: Deserve

Thursday
October 10 2015
4:17 PM
Jaden's POV

"Oh, peepers. I'm sorry I just thought that-" I stopped myself. "I just thought you were avoided it because you were using me for sex or something."

"No. I would never do that. I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have been avoiding it or pushed you off right now." He hugged me. "Jade?"

"Yea?"

"Will you be more girlfriend?"

"Yea."

"Now let's get back to what we were doing." He smirked and sat down on the chair. I straddled his lap again. "Even through the argument, I was still hard."

"Good. But I'll make you even more hard." I kissed his neck.

"Mmm. I'd love that. I would also love to make you wet for me." He groaned.

"You already did." I smiled and got off him. He took his pants off and I straddled him without my pants either. Then we did it. We just had sex. It felt amazing. Right after, we smoked weed and got so high that we forgot everything that happened.

"Brooooooooooooooooo, I'm soooooo high." He chuckled.

"You should call ma." I didn't remember anything but I accidentally took a video on my phone so I ended up seeing it in the morning.

"Ight. I'll call my mama." He clicked on her contact and put her on speaker.

"Hey Peep. What's wrong? I'm at work still. It's barely 6:00."

"Mama. I'm soooo stoned."

"What? Is Jade with you?"

"Uh yea. We got messed up brooooooooooooooooo!"

"Ok well stay there. I'll be home right now. I'm leaving work."

"K bye mama." He hung up.

"Ha! Peep, look I record." I put the phone in his face. He slapped it to the ground. Wow. I've never been this high.

Friday
October 11 2015
8:27 AM

"Ow, my head." I groaned. I looked at Gus. He was asleep peacefully but his hair was messed up and he had bruises on his cheek. When I went to the washroom, I realized I had a black eye. What happened? I have a doctor's appointment too soon. I'm a complete mess. Well I guess I'll just take pain killers and shit. When I checked my phone I found a video that I made yesterday of Peep calling his mom. It looks like we were stoned. So I guess we got extremely high. "Peepers."

"Hmm." He groaned.

"Wake up. We got high. Then we called your mom." I said.

"Wait, actually?" He asked and rubbed his eyes.

"I guess so. I found this video." I showed him it. We were debating on what we should do. So we decided to go talk to his mom.

"Mama!" Gus called out.

"Yes, peep?" She called back.

"Did we get high?" He asked.

"I mean yes. You guys called me. I'm really mad at both of you." She put her hand on her hip.

"I'm sorry ma. We got carried away." He rubbed his bloodshot eyes.

"No. Is this what you're gonna be wasting my money on? Drugs? I work my ass off everyday to provide you both, now with a house, food, clothes. And this is what you do when I tell you guys to go out and eat?" She raised her voice.

"Liza, I'm sorry." I apologized. "I should've not done it."

"I'm not sorry." Gus looked pissed. "Why would I be sorry?"

"Peep!" I was shocked.

"Ok, you're right. I'm sorry mama. I'm sorry for living my fucking life! Like why would I say sorry?" He yelled and ran to his room.

"Ugh." I sighed and ran up the stairs. I walked into the room to find him laying on the bed and closed the door when I came in. "Peep?"

"What do you want, Ms. Kiss up?" He yelled.

"Stop! Calm down." I rubbed his arm.

"No! If this was someone else, like your dad, you would've argued." He sighed.

"No. If it was my dad I would have gotten slapped." I  remembered the hell I went though.

"Yea well you can't argue with him anyways. He's dead. He deserved to die." Gus shook his head.

"Excuse me!?" I yelled hoping his mom couldn't hear us.

"Jade, I didn't mean that." He tried to hug me but I pushed him away.

"What's wrong with you!?" I cried.

"Jade, no. I'm sorry." He sounded stressed out.

"Stop. Don't touch me. I hate you! Why did I agree to date you?!" I cried even harder after I said that.

"No. I love you. I said it in the heat of the moment." He hugged me tight as I cried into his shoulder and clenched the bottom of his shirt. Afterwards, we snuggled until my doctors appointment.