Goth Queen||Lil Peep

Chapter 20: Dead

Thursday
October 10 2015
3:17 AM
Jaden's POV

"Come here, beautiful." He smiled at me. I just continued to stare at him in confusion. "I said, get over here!"

"Yes, sir." I walked over noticing his gun was on the nightstand.

"So when I walked in on you, I thought you looked really... sexy. Just seeing you with no pants, mmm." He smirked and rubbed himself.

"No, please don't-"

"DON'T TALK UNLESS I SAY!" He grabbed his gun and pointed it at me.

"Yes, sir." I cried.

"So you get to help my needs. Haven't done it in a little while since my girlfriend broke up with me." He shrugged. "So let's just do it."

"Yes sir." I couldn't stop crying.

"Ok. Come on." He grabbed me and already started. It was not enjoyable. Gus, he was gentle and nice. He didn't ever want to hurt me so when I tell him to stop, he does. My dad, won't. Whenever I said stop, he just went even more faster and harder. It was so painful. Then halfway through, I heard my phone ringing. Shit. It was probably Gus. I thought I put it on silent. He walked into the washroom with his gun and took it out of the sink cabinet.

"I-" I stopped myself so I wouldn't get shot.

"Would you care to explain?" He asked.

"Not mine." I insisted.

"Then why is the wallpaper, you and your friend, naked in the bath?" He asked with anger in his eyes.

"Ok, I had my phone, I'll admit. But you can read my texts! I didn't tell anyone! I'm sorry!" I cried in fear for my life.

"Well when I asked you, you fucking lied!" He yelled. "WHY DID YOU LIE, HUH JADEN?! You're gonna lie to the guy who helped make you?"

"The guy who made me and raped me and abused and made me feel like shit?!" I screamed. He grabbed my hair and threw me into the wall. Then when I was in the ground he banged my head against the floor a million times. But was he done? Nope. Because the he threw his dresser on me. When I was finally able to crawl out, he pointed the gun to me. I sat up and got really scared. "I love you gus."

"You ready to die?" He asked, laughing.

"Can I have one last thing to say?" I asked.

"Might as well." He shrugged.

"BEHIND YOU!" I screamed. He freaked out and turned around. But I took that opportunity to fight him for the gun. When I got it, I pointed at him in fear. So I have two options. I could one, leave and go to the police station but risk him escaping then later ruining my life or killing me. Or I could kill him then go to the cops. Kill my own father or not. "Now, you listen here. You're gonna take me to the police office with your car. I'll keep the gun in my hand until we get off of the car. Then I'll turn you in and I have pictures of my injuries from you so don't even try to lie."

"Ok! Ok! I'm sorry." He cried.

"You don't know how much it hurts me to see you like this. I love you dad." I cried even harder then I was before.

"Then let me go." He begged.

"I can't." I sobbed. We were on our way to the police station. My mouth was bleeding, my nose was bleeding, my eye couldn't open since I had a black eye. It was intense.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"Goodbye." Those were his last words until he drove into a wall. I screamed as shards of glass went into my face and arms. Everything was horrible. His side was completely crush and the only way I could get out was by going to the back seats and opening those doors. My door, was jammed in. I felt his pulse and there was none. He was dead. Instead of staying in there, I crawled out. Then there I was. A girl who was bleeding while wearing a crop top and her boyfriends jacket. My phone was in my pocket and started to ring. I answered not even reading the caller ID.

"Hello?"

"Hey, boo. Where are you? I woke up and you weren't here."

"Well it was crazy."